Monday, June 30, 2008

A Happy MOnday!

It's always nice to start your day with a smile.
Plus a call from your boyfriend..
Wishing you'll have a nice day! ^_^
And Worried about you..
Cares for you..
I love yous...
^^,

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Wanna Earn Extra Income?

A lot of people has been so into Online Money Making Stuff.. Well I found 2 easy ways to make Money Online and I want to share it with you guys..

First One is this:


A.W. Surveys.

Upon clicking on the picture above and Signing up. You will have a welcome survey right away and a $6 bonus.. Surveys that they are asking you to do are really really easy and they just ask you to write at least 3 sentences per website and they give you $2 each! Things are really easy from around here.. So what are you waiting for guys?! GO! GO! GO! Sign up NOW!

and here's another thing.. Read Emails and they'll pay you right away! it's pretty easy just like the A.W. Surveys.

This is Site is Called Email Pays U..They also Give you a $10 upon signing up. They'll send you mails and your good to go.. all you have to do.. Is.. Open Them. Read Them. And click the link in the end part and start getting paid right after reading! Interested?.. Just Click on the Picture Below this.



WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR GUYS! START EARNING NOW! IT'S AS EASY AS CLICKING THE PICTURES AND YOUR GOOD TO GO!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Saturday..

Well today was a good day..
Just like what everyone wants..
Good life..
A boyfriend who loves and cares for you..
Good food..
And Happy Thingies!
Happy Weekend!
Take Care Everyone!

Friday, June 27, 2008

Youngest Professor in the World..


I was reading a lot of day to day thingies while I was so annoyed because I don't know how to put scroll bars from around here.. And I found this. I saw this on news last time but I really didn't mind it and now that I have read the full article.. Indeed this is very intriguing and I also find it very amazing.

The youngest College professor in the world is the 19 year old Alia Sabur an American - Iranian. It was recorded in the Guinness World Record and She also broke a 300 years record! It was said that her IQ was sky high and off the record! She started reading at 8 months old and
She went from 4th grade to college, earning a BS in Applied Mathematics summa cum laude from Stony Brook University, New York at age 14, the youngest female in American history.

She then earned an MS and PhD in Materials Science and Engineering from Drexel University, Philadelphia.

Alia is also the youngest ever to receive fellowships and awards from the US Department of Defense, NASA and the US National Science Foundation. She was 18 when she was hired as a professor in the Department of Advanced Technology Fusion at Konkuk University in Seoul, Korea.

And not just that.. (just like what the commercial says.. but wait! there's more!) She's not only the all school brainy girl.. She's also in music. She's multi-talented and she has been performing with Orchestras since her solo debut when she was 11 with the Mozart Concerto and she was billed as a music prodigy and she has performed with the artists Lang Lang and Smash Mouth. Also a Julliard Student and was thought by a lot of music legend people.

She plays the Clarinet since she was 10. And is a Clarinet Prodigy.

WOW in capital letters.. Brains like this is super! I hope I have brains like hers! ^^, (daydreaming). cool isn't it?.. hehe

Photobucket Here's an I surrender smiley.. She's a lot smarter than I do.. huhuhuhu.. lol! ^_^

Love is PAtient, Love is Kind

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7



I always have liked this verse..
So what I'm doing now is sharing it to you guys ^_^

100Th post For June..

Wow.. I didn't realize I was already posting a lot of things..
MOst of the things that I post here are actually things that comes to my mind..
Things that I find interesting..
and poems I have written (old and new..)
And today..
Today is the day! lol
It's a little boring..
and a bit cold..
It has been raining really really hard..
and I'm missing him..
happy weeKend!

UntitLed

In the darkness of life...
Here I lie.
Stubbornly crying
Pleading for life.

My eyes blinded
By the sheer darkness I see
My heart's broken
Into so many fragments.

Here in the dark
I seek life
Gasped putrid air
Ate rotten meat.

Here in the dark
I cry alone
For life, for love
For someone like you..

Thursday, June 26, 2008

When I Grow Up - Pussy Cat Dolls

Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy)
And you don’t care what they say
See, every time you turn around
They scream your name


Now I've got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I’d do anything
Anything at all for them to notice me


But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see when I was younger I would say

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene


But be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
But you just might get it
But You just might get it


They used to tell me I was silly
Until I popped up on the TV
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far


But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see, when I was younger I would say


When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene


Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it


I see them staring at me
Oh I'm a trendsetter
Yes this is true 'cause what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me
'Cause I'm a hot topic
I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

[Chorus]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines

When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene


Be careful what you wish for
'Cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it

L - O - V - E - D B - Y Y - O - U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just feel so happy today even though I'm sick..
I have colds..
I have fever..
But I'm happy..
I have an email from my boyfriend..
He made me laugh..
He exerts effort on making me laugh ^_^
He's so concerned about how I'm doing ^_^
Which is pretty cool..
I feel so loved..
and I feel Special!
Thanks Hun ^^.


WasteD

The bottle spins
round and round
and its mouth points at me.
not truth, I'll take a "shot".

And the sweet poison
flows into my mouth
burns my throat,
scorches my gut.

But wait..

I now feel the surge of
Ocean waves in my inside
Rushing out into
The space in my mouth.

And I need to run
To seek comfort of a room
Where restless souls
Can vomit all.

Everything still spins
Please send me home
So I can be alone
With my longed for slumber...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Talking to Aethan..





I was talking to my godson just a while ago.. as well as his mom.. look how fast he's growing! such an adorable little Aehan.. ^_^ he's very very cute now and he moves a lot as well!! ^_^

Steep Incline

halfway
is
not as
the road
traversed
by
me
to
meet
you.

Monday, June 23, 2008

I Kissed A Girl - Kate Perry

This was never the way I planned,
not my intention.
I got so brave drink in hand,
lost my discretion.
It's not what I'm used to,
just wanna try you on.
I'm curious for you,
caught my attention.

I kissed a girl and I liked it.
The taste of her cherry chapstick.
I kissed a girl just to try it.
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it.
It felt so wrong, it felt so right.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight.
I kissed a girl and I liked it.
I liked it.

No I don't even know your name,
it doesn't matter.
You're my experimental game,
just hu-woman nature.
It's not what good girls do,
not how they should behave.
My head gets so confused,
hard to obey.

I kissed a girl and I liked it.
The taste of her cherry chapstick.
I kissed a girl just to try it.
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it.
It felt so wrong, it felt so right.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight.
I kissed a girl and I liked it.
I liked it.

Us girls we are so magical,
soft skin, red lips, so kissable.
Hard to resist so touchable.
Too good to deny it.
Ain't no big deal, it's innocent.

I kissed a girl and I liked it.
The taste of her cherry chapstick.
I kissed a girl just to try it.
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it.
It felt so wrong, it felt so right.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight.
I kissed a girl and I liked it.
I liked it.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

World's Most Luxurious Hotels - Asia's Lavish Lodging

Wow.. I would love to be here sometime.. ^_^ Relaxing and Classy..

The Peninsula, Hong Kong

Best Airport Shuttle Service

This historical hotel's famous fleet of Rolls-Royces is just one of the many elegant touches--like the white-gloved doormen and lobby's gilded ceilings--that makes this the classic choice for old-world romantics. Don't miss afternoon tea in its Parisian-style parlor or in-house classes on everything from tai chi to feng shui. The spa has Zen moss gardens and stunning harbor views--even from the sauna!


The Peninsula, Beijing

Best In-Room Gadgetry

Free wireless Internet, 42-inch plasma-screen TVs, a silent, direct-line fax machine, tri-level mood lighting and a handy bedside control panel that displays the outside temperature and humidity level are just some of the room perks here. A posh shopping arcade, with many of the most exclusive stores in China, such as Chanel, Versace and Gucci, is another perk.


Cote Cour, Beijing

Best Guesthouse In Beijing

Some travelers would gladly forsake cool in-room electronics for quaint and authentic amenitites. For them, there's Cote Cour, one of a handful of Beijing's traditional courtyard houses still remaining. This one has been stylishly restored with glass mosaic tiles and Chinese antiques in courtyards graced by lily ponds and date trees.


St. Regis, Beijing

Best Butler Service

This hotel, conveniently located near Tiananmen Square, the Forbidden City and the Silk Market, prides itself on the personal attention given to every guest right down to knowing what fruit they favor in their fruit bowl to what side of the bed they sleep on for turndown service. The butlers, who are available 24 hours a day, received formal training in the English style of service.


Park Hyatt, Tokyo

Best Views

The backdrop for the film Lost In Translation, the Park Hyatt Tokyo offers incomparable views of Tokyo, the Kanto Plain and even Mount Fuji from the top 14 floors of the 52-story Shinjuku Park Tower. Conveniently located in Tokyo's vibrant business and entertainment district, the Park Hyatt' s peaceful East meets West room décor might feel more like a modern private residence than a hotel.


The Four Seasons, Singapore

Best Beds

The Sealy Posturepedic beds--custom-made for the hotel and featuring myriad inner-spring coils-- are so comfortable, they're selling like hotcakes at the gift shop, which will ship them anywhere in the world upon request. Other creature comforts in even the most standard rooms include terry-cloth robes and slippers, Italian marble bathrooms with double vanities, cavernous tubs and bidets and remote-controlled curtains.


The Fullerton, Singapore

Best Writing Desks/Stationery Kits

This relative newcomer to the luxury-hotel scene is turning heads for its panoramic views, residential design and small details like the mini-Stairmasters and Philippe Starck fixtures in the bathrooms. Rooms boast ample writing desks and elegant stationery kits--a nod, perhaps, to the building's former incarnation as Singapore's General Post Office. The outdoor pool, flanked by 20-foot Doric columns, is touted as one of the world's best infinity pools.


Westin Bund Center, Shanghai

Best To Bring The Family On Business

Only a five-minute walk from the Bund, this deluxe hotel features extra large rooms with generous work desks, fax machines and high-speed Internet access. For those who aren't working, there's the renowned Banyan Tree Spa or The Westin Kids Club, with its adjoining outdoor terrace and paddle pool.


Landmark Mandarin Oriental, Hong Kong

Best Bathrooms

The sleek glass-walled bathrooms at this glossy hotel take up one-third of the room space. Each bathroom boasts two separate vanities and dual sinks, a separate shower stall, a TV and a huge, round tub that, in some rooms, measures seven feet across.


Four Seasons Tokyo At Marunouchi

Best Welcome On Arrival

With only 57 rooms, this is practically a boutique hotel, by Four Seasons standards. What it lacks in views it makes up for with its calming contemporary décor and extraordinary service, particularly on arrival. The hotel offers a unique "greeting" service at the airport to assure a seamless transition all the way to the hotel. And when you check in, a guest-services valet escorts you to your room to make sure you can figure out all the gadgetry, from the door key to the bathroom stopper.


Hiiragiya Ryokan, Kyoto

Most Authentic Hotel Stay

A Ryokan is a traditional Japanese inn where shoeless guests must remove their shoes, don a yukata, sleep on quilted futons and eat traditional japanese cuisine. Some are more luxurious than others, such as Hiiragiya Ryokan, in Kyoto's Nakakyo district, which offers 33 classic rooms--some of them said to have been used by samurai as ''war rooms'' for plotting assassinations during the mid-1800s. Though done up in the traditional minimalist Ryokan style, the 33 rooms are appointed with mod-cons like air humidifiers and plasma TVs--hence the $1,000-a-night rate.

for full story.. please visit forbes.

World's best Air Lines - Best First Class

I have been looking through things in forbes and I have found this.. These airlines are really really cool. they have the best and is in the first class. For all the people who would like to experience total if not total at least customer satisfaction at it's best.. you should try to check these airlines guys...


1. Qatar Airways

Flying first-class here means access to a separate terminal in Doha that mimics a five-star hotel with several fine-dining restaurants, a medical center, and a spa with sauna and Jacuzzi. On board passengers get caviar service, full-size pillows, white linen mattresses, Australian wool blankets and Bulgari toiletry kits. The seats are 79 inches long, have 15-inch LCD screens and come with a 23-inch meal table that allows dining for two, just as in a restaurant.

2. Singapore Airlines

Passengers here have total control of their experience including picking between Dom Perignon and Krug champagne and food whenever they want it and however they want it whether it's an extravagant five-course blowout or a quick meal served all at once. The seats are 82 inches long and 35 inches wide. Fliers are given a Ferragamo toiletry kits, Givenchy sleep suits and slippers. Seats flatten into beds with sheets, a down duvet and oversize pillows.

3. Cathay Pacific

Seats here become 'suites,' thanks to sliding panels that provide total privacy. They turn into 81-inch-long beds and have built-in massagers. Each flier also gets a personal closet to store belongings. Cathay got high marks for its food: It's one of the only carriers to have rice cookers, skillets and toasters onboard, so parts of meals are prepared fresh, like eggs made to order.

4. Malaysia Airlines

This airline is a winner for its service--welcoming and warm, yet efficient. The seats are individual pods that turn into 180-degree flat beds. Fliers also get plush blankets and pillows. Food includes Malaysian cuisine, like a signature satay. On the ground, Kuala Lumpur's first-class lounge has a new upscale restaurant.

5. Thai Airways

First-class fliers are greeted by a personal concierge at Bangkok's Suvarnabhumi's Airport who checks them in and escorts them through security. The lounge has wi-fi, a sauna and a spa offering Thai massages. When flying into Bangkok, a concierge fast-tracks fliers through immigration, customs and baggage claim. Seats on board become comfortable 180-degree flat beds. Other amenities include Bulgari toiletry kits, cotton pajamas and a choice of 22 entrees, which can be pre-ordered.

6. Emirates

Each of the roughly 18 seats in first-class can be transformed into a mini-suite by the use of sliding doors. Other perks include soft pajamas, slippers, 600 channels of on-demand entertainment, chauffeur service from select airports, seven-course meals served on bone china and access to lounges that have wi-fi, an extensive dining buffet and are decked out in Italian marble.

7. Jet Airways

This airline boasts the longest flat bed in the sky: 83 inches. Seats have 24-inch flat-screen televisions and can be configured so that two people can dine together. Champagne onboard is either Dom Perignon or Krug, and toiletry kits are filled with Bulgari products. Food includes a wide range of Indian and Western dishes. On the ground, an attendant escorts passengers through check-in and to the lounge.

8. Lufthansa

This airline, ranked third on the top-10 list, is a star performer on the ground. When fliers arrive at Frankfurt Airport, they lounge on couches and sip drinks while an attendant checks them in. After clearing security, they are led to a lounge where a chef cooks any meal of their choice. When it's time to board, they are driven to the aircraft in a Mercedes. Comfortable lie-flat seats and efficient service await them onboard.

9. Korean Air

Korean Air debuted a new first-class cabin last year that features a cocoon-like seat with a massage function that turns into a flat bed. The airline also placed in the top 10 because of its excellent ethnic food that includes choices such as steamed oxtail, Korean bibimbop and various top-grade meat dishes.

10. Qantas Airways

The lounges in Sydney and Melbourne have a library, a fine-dining restaurant, a business center and a spa that offers massages. Seats onboard are 6.5 feet long, and entertainment is video on-demand (400 channels). The designer silk toiletry kits--Akira Isogawa for men, Collete Dinnigan for women--are stuffed with Payot products. Meals are eight-course affairs.


For full story and pictures check it out on Forbes.

The Passing..

I fear the passing of the days
The days will end
The nights will linger
The cold air embrace
the only light from the moon
I fear the passing of the days
The flowers wilt
The trees lost foliage
The sun strays
The darkness inside creeping
I fear the passing of the days
The mother of six abandons
The children crying asleep
The friend who used to smile
The laughter now just a dream
I fear the passing of the days
The memory turns to dust
The heart turns to stone
The eyes weep the last time...
For in the end we are alone.

Drifting

i am sailing on rough seas tossed by angry waves...

high tide leaves me bruised and the tranquil seas sends me floating
sometimes to nowhere.. sometimes to the shore..

waves reclaim me at the end of the day...

a driftwood..

that's what i am...

Saturday, June 21, 2008

JerOeN...

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! - Anon

A WISE MAN SAID...

Never entertain Ideas which you know bring no good results bu lots of regrets and misery.. if you don't like the ending, never start.

I ...

I can't be a DUMMY if I know deep within me I'm REAL.
Yet, some people may misunderstand me,
won't recognize my existence, &
won't even bother to take a simple glimpse of my worth.

But this is what I wanted to say..

WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER WHAT YOU ALWAYS GET.

Judge ME?

Well, it depends on what you see.

But, KNOWING ME?

Is your creativity to look deeper, & peel whatever cover you could see.

Coz deep within me is what makes me human...

NOT PERFECT.

JUST THE REAL ONE.

Friday, June 20, 2008

My Godsons and God Daughter

I'm still 20 years old and I have lots of Godsons and I have one God daughter.. I'd love to share what they look like with you guys and How I ended up being their God mother.. hehe. Well, here goes:

Name: Aethan Troy Sutiana Lazaro

Isn't he very cute and charming? why did I become godmother of this kid? because his father is one of my closest friends in college, Earl and her mother became one of my closest in the process here are the people responsible for the birth of this adorable little kid I'm also putting them here.. they're like my Celebrity of the moment.. hehe Aethan has very cool bloodline.. Her mom Meryl is an Indonesian (she's really pretty as you can see in the picture..) and his dad Earl is Spanish - Filipino.. (they don't have a picture together since they broke up.. because of blah blah blah.. but Meryl and I are still very good friends close in fact.and Ej is one of my good friends as well.. )

Parents:
There.. pretty Meryl and Poor Earl.. hahaha.. (ayan Ej pinagmuka kitang yagit.. bagay naman sau.. mas bagay ka magpaka yagit kesa magpaka sosial.. hahah)


Name: Zyke Estores

I like this baby so much.. He just smiles a lot and rarely cries. He's very adorable as well. Reason why I become his GodMother? Because.. His mom and I are Childhood friends.. Her mom is also one of my bestfriends and one of the primary people I can turn to/ run to whenever I've got problems.. Well she's like a sister to me.. and my mom treats her like a daughter too.. ^_^

The Parents:

Well they have thousands of pictures I just have chosen this because it's the first one that caught my attention.. still very sweet until now..

Name: Andrei John Ramiel de Real Goden

This baby became my godson because his mom and dad were my officemates in a big American Company in Cebu and I was the witness of their love story.. haha.. I'm seeing Andrei really really soon. He's a new born baby.. he's barely a month old.. ^_^

The Parents:
Well Francis abandoned April and my godson.. so here's to him.. the humiliation.. and I hope he can never sleep at night. May his conscience eat him. If he still has it.





NAme: Caleb Jude Lada

This is my one of my first godsons.. hehe.. his parents are my best buds from high school. Christian is in the US now and is already a citizen since his mom and the rest of his family has been there for ages. And Jacklyn.. still here in the Philippines but will soon join Christian in US and they're getting married really soon!

The Parents:

How Sweet.. hehe.. Soon to be Mr. And Mrs. LAda.. A happy Ending for this 2 after everything that they have been through.. ^_^

NAme: Chelsea Joyce D. Zamayla

This is my niece and my favorite!

Forget About Me - Lil Bit

Hmm
Whoaaa Oohhh
Yeahh

You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be Forreal This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I Do
Now, That I Know That We're Through


Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me


Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand


Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me


Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Yeahhhh Ohh

Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...

Thursday, June 19, 2008

The World's Most Powerful Women

Here's FORBES' list of the world's most powerful women. Inorder:

  1. Angela Merkel
  2. Wu Yi
  3. Ho Ching
  4. Condoleezza Rice
  5. Indra K. Nooyi
  6. Sonia Gandhi
  7. Cynthia Carroll
  8. Patricia A. Woertz
  9. Irene Rosenfeld
  10. Patricia Russo
I just placed the top ten.. there's still a whole lot more.. since in Forbes' list is the top 100. for full story and complete list here goes: FORBES 100 most powerful women. I've also linked the names of the women to it's main source.. which is from forbes just so interested people can see what these women looks like and what are their source of income and stuffs about them. it's really cool.. soon i'll me in the top 30 million.. hahhaaha! Enjoy!

Make Love in this Club PArt 2 - Usher, Lil Wayne, Beyonce

Yea Yeah
Yea Yeaaah
Yo 'SoundZ' I Hear You Man
Usheerrrr
Yea Thats It Right Here
Queen B Yeaaaah
I'm the king, y'all know that (Usher Baby!!)
She the queen, came right back (Listen To It!!)
Yeaaahhh... Yeaaahhh

(OH!! REEEMIIIIX!!!)


(Usher)
now baby girl there ain't nothing more i can say
you know by now i wanted more than anything
if i walk away and just let you leave
you'll be stuck in my head like a melody


(Beyonce)
I know you want it (but) [yeaah]
im hesitating (huh) [why!?]
you must be crazy
i got a man, you got a lady


(Usher)
iiii know we're here together
so this must be something special (cuz)
You could be anywhere you want
but you decided to be here with me
no coincidence it was meant to be
dont be shy go and let your boy get in
so you can tell all your friends
you was on tha remix liiiiiike...


(chorus)
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin, I aint stoppin, baby i don't give aaaa...
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin'
Baby i don't give aaaa.... in this club....


(Beyonce)
Baby, you know I'd be down
But we can't have all these people staring, standing around
This right here is only for your eyes to see
But you getting carried away, saying "we can do it wherever"
The way you're touching me like no other
(Imma make you feel insane...)
You're trying your hardest to make me give in
But i'ma be down to give you what you want, and if you keep it uuuuuup
I strongly doubt this velvet rope would hold me up
And I don't want security rollin' up on us (I got you...)
I'm not hesitating, I just don't wanna rush
Cause you could be anywhere you wanted
but you decided to be here with me
no coincidence it was meant to be
dont be shy go and let your boy get in
so you can tell all your friends
you was on this remix liiiiiike...

(chorus)
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin, I aint stoppin, baby i don't give aaaa...
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin'
Baby i don't give aaaa.... in this club....


(Lil Wayne)
Uh-Umm....
Shawty want a thug
It started with a hug
And the rest went like this
I gave her neck a kissy-kiss
She gave my neck a kiss back
I said we could do it like a stack,
I mean, we could do it like a G
On the couch in VIP
Shawty, we could get it on
I'm like "shout out to the DJ for playing this sooong"
Girl, we could act like two damn fools
Have everybody think we doin erthing smooth
Call meee, so i can make it juicy for ya
Meet me in the bathroom and you could be my secret lover (girl..) [*WEEZY LAUGH*]
And it started with a hug and now we making love in this club
And we not gonna stop just because
The people in the crowd are watching us
Cause we dont give a damn what they say
Thiiis iiiis...
D-DA REEEEMIIIXXX BAAABAAAY!!!


(Usher)
Come a little closa
Let daddy put it on ya
Need ya to know
What happens here stays here

(Beyonce)
Well Im, Ready and willing
Mamas got to glow
Gotchu standing at attention
happy to go low

(Usher)
aint nobody watchin
dont worry they cant see us
i know i got you HOT
now let me iiiin

(Beyonce)
you in the club or the car
whereva you are
run and tell da dj
run it back on replay


(chorus)
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin
Baby i don't give a.... in this club....

Now run and tell all of ya friends they gotta here this remix liiiiiike...


(usher)
king and queen.. yall know
yeah man
(lil wayne) [while beyonce sings]
what would music be without 'SoundZ'
(beyonce)
if we make love in this club, in this club, in this club
(usher)
nobody will knoooow, baby.......

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

GoodNight!

I'm kinda sleepy.. it's been a long day.. and I have to go.. well see you all tomorrow!

World's Most Dangerous Destinations 2007

Well here is the list of the world's most dangerous destinations 2007 this is according to Forbes' study and survey and stuff.

  • Somalia -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: Extreme security and travel risk

    The U.S. doesn't have an embassy in Somalia, putting American citizens who travel there out of reach of U.S. assistance. Somalia's federal government recently retook control of much of the country from the Union of Islamic Courts, but this could mean less stability ahead, not more. Interclan fighting and attacks on foreigners are frequent, as are abductions.

  • Iraq -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: Extreme security, terrorism and travel risk

    No region of Iraq is safe for visitors, not even Baghdad’s well-fortified Green Zone. The U.S.-led occupation has not tamed the insurgency, which is most concentrated in the central region that stretches from Tikrit in the north to Hillah in the south. Various criminal gangs and international terrorists are also active in Iraq and civilians die daily in attacks.

  • Afghanistan -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: Extreme security, terrorism and travel risk

    Travelers face the ongoing threat of kidnapping and assassination in Afghanistan, especially outside of Kabul. Former Taliban and al-Qaida operatives remain at large, and attacks with improvised explosive devices are on the rise. Large areas of the country are heavily land-mined or strewn with unexploded ordnance.

  • Democratic Republic of Congo -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: High security and travel risk; extreme security and travel risk in northeast

    The civil war has ended and the country held presidential elections last year, but dangers persist. Crime levels are high in the main cities, and strife continues in certain regions, especially the northeastern Ituri district and the provinces of North and South Kivu. U.N. observer forces, located around the country, are unable to prevent pillaging, carjackings, murders, rapes and kidnappings.

  • Côte d’Ivoire -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: High security and travel risk; extreme security and travel risk in rebel-held north and near western border

    Though a 2002 uprising supposedly ended in 2003, the north of the country remains under the control of armed rebels, and sporadic fighting has taken place in Abidjan, the commercial capital. The overall security situation remains potentially volatile, according to the State Department. Control Risks says that the rebellion exacerbated a rise in violent crime, including carjackings and armed robbery.

  • Pakistan -

    iJet: 4
    Control Risks: High security and terrorism risk; extreme security and travel risk in tribal areas bordering Afghanistan

    Domestic Islamic extremist groups, most of which are tied to al-Qaida, pose a serious risk to foreign companies and their workers. Car bombs, gun and grenade attacks and suicide bombings are aimed at Western targets, domestic politicians and local religious minorities and have frequently killed civilians. The capital, Islamabad, and tribal areas bordering Afghanistan are particularly dangerous.

  • Burundi -

    iJet: 4
    Control Risks: High security and travel risk; extreme security and travel risk in provinces of Cibitoke, Bubanza and Bujumbura Rural

    Because of poor security, few foreign workers remain in Burundi. A civil war that began in 1993 is ongoing, with rebel factions engaging in intense fighting with government forces. The parties agreed to a September 2006 ceasefire, but many of its provisions have not been implemented, and the rebels remain able to attack the capital, Bujumbura.

  • Sri Lanka -

    iJet: 4
    Control Risks: Extreme security and travel risk and a high terrorism risk in Tamil-majority north and east; medium security, terrorism and travel risk in remainder of country

    Lush tropical beauty once made Sri Lanka a popular holiday destination, but a ceasefire between the government and the separatist Tamil Tigers broke down last year, making the country a new addition to our danger list. While foreigners are not directly targeted, the risk of becoming collateral damage is rising in the north and northeast.

  • Haiti -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: High security and travel risk

    There is no effective police force in Haiti, where the State Department calls the danger of kidnappings “chronic and growing.” General elections in February 2006 brought about some political stability, aided by the presence of 8,000 U.N. peacekeeping troops. But violence persists, says Control Risks, thanks in part to the proliferation of firearms, an inefficient judiciary and police corruption.

  • Chad -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region

    Another new addition to our list, Chad is experiencing both tensions between the government and rebel groups, and interethnic fighting in the east, where the country borders the Darfur region of Sudan. The U.S. State Department reports an increase in the amount of highway banditry across the country and some harassment of American citizens at government roadway checkpoints.

  • Lebanon -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region

    Hostilities with Israel ended last August, but political tensions within Lebanon have been on the rise. The armed Shiite group Hezbollah (also a political party in Lebanon) maintains a strong presence in many areas, and other extremist groups are active in Tripoli, Sidon and Palestinian refugee camps. In the south, the danger of encountering land mines and unexploded ordnance is significant.

  • Liberia -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region

    In the summer of 2003, Liberia's 14-year civil war was brought to a close with a peacekeeping agreement and the exile of Charles Taylor, the former president. But there are still some 15,000 U.N. peacekeepers stationed throughout the country. Crime is a major problem, with theft, sexual assault and murder common.

  • Sudan -

    iJet: 5
    Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region

    The western region of Darfur remains the most dangerous part of the country for locals and foreigners alike, with ongoing violence between government-backed militias, government troops and local insurgent groups. Large areas of the south, however, also see fighting between local militias. Sporadic terrorist attacks in Sudan have been aimed at U.S. and Western targets, and kidnappings are common.

So here's the complete list all fresh from forbes. So planning on risking your life for an adventure?.. try these countries listed above and you'll have the time of your lives.. hehe..

Want to read the full story? check here FORBES.

World's Most Extravagant Hand Bags

I'm a girl. I can't help but notice this article.. So here's to my girls! Added info is always cool! After All.. being in is cool.. lol.. it has it's pros and cons of course.. haha!

  • The Chanel "Diamond Forever" Classic Bag - $261,000 (This is one item you won't want to return if you are lucky enough to get it for the holidays. Debuting in December, the "Diamond Forever" classic bag boasts 334 diamonds totaling 3.56 carats, set in 18-carat white gold hardware. The long shoulder straps are made with the same white gold. Only 13 are available worldwide, and five will be available stateside.)
  • Hermes Matte Crocodile Birkin Bag - $120,000 (Named after French singer/songwriter Jane Birkin, the bag is like the one sold at auction house Doyle New York. The clasp of this 30-centimeter tote boasts 10 carats of white diamonds. And its body is made of crocodile. There is only available for sale worldwide.)
  • Lana Marks Cleopatra Bag - $100,000 (Each year, Marks produces one Cleopatra clutch for retail. This year's limited edition is made of metallic silver alligator skin and a clasp encrusted with 1,500 black and white diamond set in 18-carat white gold.)
  • Leiber Precious Rose - $92,000 (The Precious Rose is precious indeed. Made in the shape of a perfect flower, the bag is made with 1,016 diamonds totaling 42.56 carats, 1,169 pink sapphires and 800 tourmalines. If you are inclined to purchase it, you'd better do it quick: There is only one available in the world.)
  • LV Tribute Patchwork Bag - $42,000 (Though this tote, made of 15 different Louis Vuitton patterns cut up and reassembled, has gotten mixed media reviews, the four available in U.S. stores have sold out. But 20 are available in Louis Vuitton boutiques throughout Europe and Asia.) (and as usual.. LV has always been expensive!)
  • Gadino Bag by Hilde Palladino - $38,470 (Upon first glance, the crocodile Gadino Bag made by Norwegian designer Hilde Palladino doesn't appear to be anything special. But look closely and you’ll see the glint of 39 white diamonds strategically placed in clasps made of white gold. It’s little touches like that that give it the same price tag as an SUV.)
  • Marc Jacobs Carolyn Crocodile Handbag - $30,000 (Its hefty price tag hasn't swayed Marc Jacobs fans from nabbing this bag; it is one of his most popular accessories. Made of purple crocodile skin, the quilted Carolyn comes with interior pockets and separators.)
  • Fendi Selleria Bag - $38,000 - (A bag like this one can be made to order with sable and chinchilla, two of the world's rarest and most luxurious animal skins. It's far from precious but big enough to accommodate necessities such as a wallet, keys, cellphone and makeup bag.)
  • Nancy Gonzalez Porousus Bag - $30,000 (Made with a rare, almost uniformly scaled crocodile skin, the Porousus Bag can be customized by color, skin, size and hardware.)
  • Devi Kroell Alligator Hobo - $28,990 (The softened triangular shaped tote, made of skin with scales of near-uniform size, is large enough to carry even a small laptop. It has internal pockets for added storage.)
  • LEIBER Dandelion Suede Gator Handbag - $15,000 (With yellow a popular spring color, this alligator LEIBER bag is sure to make a splash this season among the bag-obsessed. It comes with two external pockets and a strap as well as a clasp made of 18-carat gold. Only four have been made of this style and are still available.)

Wow. I've seen the looks of these bags.. I don't want to have one of these thought.. But to all who wants to have one of these thingies.. feel free to visit their respective sites.. ^^,

Full Story: Forbes

Men's 10 Worst Fashion Sins

Haha.. This is a funny one.. I love you Forbes! I just found this Article and it's really funny (for me that is.. you should see the pictures..). Men tsk tsk ts.. well guys, if you happen to read this please take notice and be aware! haha!

  • Problem: Pants That Are Too Long/Too Short
  • Problem: White Socks With Dress Shoes
  • Problem: Mixing Patterns
  • Problem: Ties Too Long/Too Short
  • Problem: Stained Clothes
  • Problem: Waists That Sit Too High/Too Low
  • Problem: Scruffy Shoes
  • Problem: Wearing Handheld Devices On Your Belt
  • Problem: Over-Layering
  • Problem: Mismatched Belts And Shoes




Want to know the Solutions? Just visit forbes ;) :p
Full Story: Forbes

Ghost Cities of 2100

Wow.. This is one heck of a scary thing.. but anyway forbes.com has a lot of cool stories/ articles in it's page.. One of them is this. I found the article earlier and will be sharing it with you guys.

  • Banjul, Gambia - Well the reason behind according to forbes is that there's rising sea levels and erosion :( so sad. And this is suppose to be the capital of Gambia.. :(
  • Detroit, U.S.A. - Cause: Population flight
  • Ivanovo, Russia - Cause: Population flight
  • Mexico City, Mexico - Cause: Lack of drinking water and sinking (Mexico is sinking every time they get more water to drink :( )
  • Naples, Italy - Cause: Volcanic eruption (Mt. Vesuvius which destroyed the Roman city of Pompeii in A.D. 79, erupts about once every 100 years. It last erupted in 1944.)
  • San Francisco, U.S.A. - Cause: Earthquake (Researchers at the University of California, Davis, forecast a 75% chance that San Francisco will be struck by a major earthquake of magnitude 7 or above by 2086.)
  • Timbuktu, Mali - Cause: Desertification (Desertification, in which sand dunes swallow greener land, is a problem in several countries on the southern fringe of the Sahara. One of the cities most threatened is Timbuktu in Mali, a 1,000-year-old settlement that was a major center of Islamic learning during the 15th and 16th centuries. Several projects are under way to try to "re-green" the land with tree plantings and the like, but some parts of the city are already half buried in sand.)
  • Venice, Italy - Cause: Sinking (Italy's city of canals has been sinking for about a millennium, but in the past century the pace has accelerated rapidly. Venice has sunk about 24 centimeters over the last 100 years. The government has an engineering plan to protect it from rising sea levels, but no one really knows if it will work.)
These are the following Cities mentioned but if you want to read the full article.. here goes Forbes.

Asia's Top 40 Richest People

I was looking for new updates in forbes.com I just love that site. It's very informative all over. and This is what I have found: Asia's Top 40 Richest People and I see that there are a lot of people from the Philippines.. hmmm.. Well here goes:


Rank Name

1 Robert Kuok
2 Ananda Krishnan
3 Kwek Leng Beng
4 Ng Teng Fong
5 Charoen Sirivadhanabhakdi
6 Lee Seng Wee
7 Lim Goh Tong
8 Quek Leng Chan
8 Wee Cho Yaw
10 R. Budi Hartono
11 Chaleo Yoovidhya
12 Teh Hong Piow
13 Putera Sampoerna
13 Rachman Halim
15 Lucio Tan
16 Henry Sy
17 Dhanin Chearavanont
18 Lee Shin Cheng
18 Thaksin Shinawatra
20 Jaime Zobel de Ayala
20 Tiong Hiew King
20 Francis Yeoh
23 Eduardo Cojuangco
23 Liem Sioe Liong
25 Murli Kewalram Chanrai
26 Eka Tjipta Widjaja
27 Syed Mokhtar Albukhary
28 Arifin Panigoro
29 Anant Asavabhokin
30 Vanchai Chirathivat
31 Boenjamin Setiawan
32 Paulus Tumewu
33 Chatri Sophonpanich
34 John Gokongwei Jr.
35 George Ty
36 Vichai Maleenont
37 Oei Hong Leong
37 Tony Tan Caktiong
39 Olivia Lum
40 Boonchai Bencharongkul


A lot of money right?.. care to give me $100,000?.. hahaha..

The World's Most Powerful Celebrities:

These are the top 10 world's most powerful celebrity according to FORBES.com

The Top 10:

1. Oprah Winfrey
2. Tiger Woods
3. Angelina Jolie
4. Beyonce Knowles
5. David Beckham
6. Johnny Depp
7. Jay-Z
8. The Police
9. J.K. Rowling
10. Brad Pitt

and this is the complete list.. :)

11 Will Smith
12 Justin Timberlake
13 Steven Spielberg
14 Cameron Diaz
15 David Letterman
16 LeBron James
17 Jennifer Aniston
18 Michael Jordan
19 Kobe Bryant
20 Phil Mickelson
21 Madonna
22 Simon Cowell
23 Roger Federer
24 Alex Rodriguez
25 Jerry Seinfeld
26 50 Cent
27 Kanye West
28 Celine Dion
29 Bruce Willis
30 Dr. Phil McGraw
31 Tom Cruise
32 Jay Leno
33 Sean "Diddy" Combs
34 Stephen King
35 Miley Cyrus
36 Kimi Raikkonen
37 Jeff Gordon
38 Ronaldinho
39 Shaquille O'Neal
40 Judge Judy Sheindlin
41 Howard Stern
42 Tyler Perry
43 Fernando Alonso
44 Leonardo DiCaprio
45 Donald Trump
46 George Lucas
47 Keira Knightley
48 Jerry Bruckheimer
49 Nicolas Cage
50 Spice Girls
51 Matt Damon
52 Dale Earnhardt Jr.
53 Bon Jovi
54 Jennifer Lopez
55 Ben Stiller
56 Kevin Garnett
57 Nicole Kidman
58 James Patterson
59 Rush Limbaugh
60 Reese Witherspoon
61 Maria Sharapova
62 Ryan Seacrest
63 Gwen Stefani
64 Daniel Radcliffe
65 Alicia Keys
66 Gisele Bundchen
67 Gwyneth Paltrow
68 Tyra Banks
69 Serena Williams
70 Eva Longoria Parker
71 Ellen DeGeneres
72 Sarah Jessica Parker
73 Katherine Heigl
74 Regis Philbin
75 Tom Clancy
76 Rachael Ray
77 Cate Blanchett
78 Heidi Klum
79 Carrie Underwood
80 Jon Stewart
81 Justine Henin
82 Judd Apatow
83 Kate Moss
84 Patrick Dempsey
85 Charlie Sheen
86 Drew Carey
87 Steve Carell
88 Lorena Ochoa
89 Jonas Brothers
90 Howie Mandel
91 Wolfgang Puck
92 Zac Efron
93 Annika Sorenstam
94 Ashley Tisdale
95 Gordon Ramsay
96 Jennifer Love Hewitt
97 Lauren Conrad
98 Vanessa Williams
99 Tina Fey
100 Paula Deen

So there.. Here's the top 100 most powerful celebrities according to Forbes.. wow. I wonder where they spend their money and stuff.. And I can see young stars here too.. so that would really really be cool.. young and powerful.. ^_^

Well.. we'll see if they keep their ranks or they rise.. I'll keep you posted guys!

How I feel today..

I've been feeling a bit down.. I don't know where all of this would take me.. I wanted to tell him a lot of things.. but here I am holding back since we still have a lot of things to think about :( . I'm not brokenhearted. I'm I think in between loving someone so much and being torn by the fact of what he told me. plus the fact that I don't know where to start talking. I would love to tell him about things.. (this and that and a lot more..) but still what he told me from the start still lingers on my mind. I AM LOST. This time I just don't know if I have a way out.

I've been trying to shut my mouth up for like a month now. I'm still weighing my options. I'm hurting in ways no one can imagine. I don't know what today.. Kept emotions are dangerous.. but I don't know how dangerous this could get. I've been awake since 5 in the morning due to I was with Chelsea (my niece) at school for like forever.

I love him. I do. I now he knows I do. but I think he too is torn between the reality that.. that.. were still far and he fears that things might not work in the long run. but, but what's the sense in having this if we won't do our best to make things work? We promised each other to make things work and I am doing all I can to make things move in to a higher level..

He told me he loves me.. I'm holding on that. Well.. anyway.. sooner or later we will both find out. But I hope when we do.. we'd embrace each other and you would tell me that.. I don't want to let you go.. ever.. :(

Senti mode now.. I have to stop talking or I'll start bleeding.. haha. NOSEBLEED ^_^..

Monday, June 16, 2008

Places I Wanna to go To: Spain


Spain Overview

Toledo, España
Plaza Major, Madrid
Via Grande - Madrid, España




Palacio Real
Cathedral of Santa Eulalia of Barcelona- Barcelona, España
Escorial Monastery - Madrid,Spain
La Sagrada Familia- Barcelona, España

L'Umbracle in Valencia, Spain
Plaza de las Cibeles - Madrid, spain




Hola!

I wanna visit Spain because.. I have a bit of Spanish blood.. so I want to check out my great-great-great whatever a.k.a. ancestor's country.. Spain for me like UK is almost the same.. We know Spain is an elegant, sophisticated country too.. I mean look at their palace (palacio real), it's the second largest/ biggest palace in the planet! And the history of Spain.. it's just so Spain.. hehe..

And my mom and dad are very fluent Spanish speakers.. lol.. I just don't listen too much.. but I can understand a little.. just like the rest of the filipinos can.

Me, My Pen and My Paper

Me on My side view mode.. lol lack of sleep turns you into a cam addict!lol


This is what my typical mess looks like (not really it's messier than that.. this is the mild part.. hehe). I have mentioned on my previous blog that I cannot live without my pen and paper.. Well here they are.

Presenting...

My Pens and Papers.. weeee!!

hehe.. well I just want to show them to you guys.. since I already have told the world yesterday why I cannot live without them.. they are one of the few things that completes me and my coring life.. hehe.. well not so boring since my family, friends and Jerry is there to cheer me up.. ^_^
happy blogging and happy reading everyone! ^_^ tata for now!

My Thoughts about: Living with your boyfriend/girlfriend

This is the new era. New age. There are a lot of things that has been happening. People are becoming more and more vulgar / liberated. A lot of relationships have sprouted out of weird things. Mine was among these weird stuffs.. haha.. but anyway. Even before (grand parents / parents time) there are a lot of couples that lives in one roof without wedlock.

In A Filipino way of living, this is one heck of a bad luck, etc.. there are a lot of things that's going to happen if you two continue doing stuffs like this and it is against God's will to do stuffs like these. and blah blah blah the lists goes on and on and on..

I am known to have lots of weird thoughts.. Weird opinions about almost everything and anything under the sun that I want to give opinions to. (well weird in a conservative people's point of view.. )

Okay.. to further continue my weirdness.. (In total since I am born in the new times unlike my parents and grandparents) so I definitely agree with this kind of relationship. Living together. Well this is really cool in my opinion. why?.. because.. just in case.. just, just in case you two don't really work.. there's very little spark.. at least you don't have to go find a lawyer and have annulment of divorce.. correct? and this is still a give and take relationship anyway. both of you benefit from each other not unless one of you is dumb enough to not understand the conditions of this kind of relationship. And if both of you want to stop it.. you don't have to spend a lot of money on lawyers..

So there.. this is my thoughts about this.. If I have to add something I'll just add it later.. have to rush.. have to go to school and check my niece out.. lol have a nice day everyone!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!

Happy Father's day to all the dads out there.. as well as to the dads to be and to all my co blogger's dads! and to everyone's daddies!!!! but of course I will never fail to say thank you and say very very happy FATHER'S DAY TO MY FATHER!

Daddy, thanks for being the best dad and bestfriend we could ever have. I know you can read this
and I know that you are very capable of visiting this page because I know you can! I am so proud that you are my dad and I am super happy that I have you as my dad.. The only dad I know that doesn't get irritated whenever his daughter tells him about her never ending lines of crush and boyfriend stories.. hehe..

Jerry honey, don't worry.. my dad approves of our relationship.. haha..

I love you all!
I love moi familia!

yeah! keep on rocking fathers!

Stuffs or Things I Can't Live Without:

Well there are very few things I can't live without. Aside from the fact that I need food, shelter, clothes, money, education, work, friends, family, boyfriend.. (hehe).. these are the other things I can't live without and my reasons why I just can't live without them.

  • My Pen and Paper - I can't live without them because.. I just can't! all my life i have been dependent on my pen and paper when it comes to my depression thingies. When I'm super down and oh my heart so weary all I do is write and write and write until I'm too tired to write and fall asleep. As I review what I have written the next day or the moment I wake up... I'm cool! I'm ok.. plus sometimes there are tendencies that I cry while I'm writing.. hehe.. My pen and paper is my best outlet for all season. Because when you don't feel like telling your bestfriend or anybody a major breakdown or major problem it's always nice to have an alternative. Mine is on my pen and paper.
  • Cellphone a.k.a Mobile Phone - I have always been in touch with my phone. It makes me happy that through it I cant communicate to a lot of people. I can send them sms a.k.a text messages even though were oceans apart etc.. though worlds apart is of course very not applicable.. hehe.. how can you call him or her if she's in Mt. Olympus or if he or she is in the moon?.. lol there's no signal there.. (here I go again with my imagination and my blabing.. I just feel like blabbing now.. I'm sorry.. hehe) anyway.. yeah.. and my Jeroen calls me from Netherlands every month so I can't live without it. I love hearing his voice and all his crazy thoughts. I love hearing and knowing what he thinks about things. hehe..
  • Books - I love books.. there was a time that I have been deprived of TV. yeah as in Television my friends. So I depended a lot of books.. Books have been helpful anyway.. so now.. I totally ignore Mr. TV and just go with the flow on what I am reading.. hehe.. I am so into books specially the fiction thingies.. The vampires, gods, godesses, immortal people or non people, house elfs, witches, wizards and the rest of the things that is known that doesn't exist.. hehe.. they all exist in my world.. lol (but rest assured I'm not disturbed or something.) anyway. yeah.. from time to time when I have the money for them I buy a lot of good fiction books. Books are always there to enhance something about you anyway.. speech improvement or writing improvement etc.. and again.. reading is an outlet of depression too.. hehe.. I get so drowned and get so hooked to what I am reading that I forgot that I have a problem.
  • INTERNET - of course they are in capital letters.. well who couldn't? or who could? I love the internet so much it's one of the things that makes me look forward to a brand new day.. hehe.. And I also have to do a lot of things online of course.. my blogging, my myspace, friendster, my friends abroad.. I have to be updated. specially now that making money is also available online.. a lot of online writers have been paid good stuffs.. so it's cool.. :) It's all cool.. and talking to friends online is way lot cheaper than calling them overseas that would be a major nosebleed on your bank account.. and on your end too.. collapse** hehe

I'm not perfect and I'm never gonna be one...

A lot of people have been wanting to be perfect. A lot of people praises perfect people or close to perfect people.. There are a lot of perfectionist wanting themselves to be very cool and very on time and everything.

But you know what? being a perfectionist still won't make you perfect. trying to be perfect will just lead you to a lot more mistakes and frustrations. Every time they fall they'll just get hurt because they didn't get it in one go.

Do you guys know that our health actually goes with our moods? if we keep on getting annoyed, irritated and the rest of the bad things that we actually feel our body reacts to that. and the more we get annoyed, irritated, depressed etc.. part of us get stressed and that affects our health. So why go for being a perfectionist?.. hehe..

This is not a campaign against becoming a perfectionist.. This is merely my thoughts about being a perfectionist and being perfect. it's good and it is nice to see perfect scores in school exams or win in events or competitions etc.. just don't be to hard on yourself. We all deserve a break and we all have to have our own chillaxing moments or chill and relaxing moments in vulgar tounge that is.. hehe

My boyfriend used to tell me his ex was perfect. But that was his ex. lol.. Maybe I was jealous or something I'm not really sure.. but one thing I can shout out to the world is. I'M NOT PERFECT AND I'M NEVER GONNA BE ONE. I learn from my mistakes. I grow. I glow. I go! ^_^ sounds familiar?.. lol

I just want to be me.. I have my moments of everything. I have fun. I have almost everything and committing mistakes is fun as well.. specially at the part when you learn from them. agree?

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Saturday, June 14, 2008

Places I want to go to: Italy

Italia


temple of the goddess minerva, assisi italy

the grand canal with basilica di santa maria della salute


Venice, italy

Leaning Tower of Pisa
Naples
Pompeii
San Marco or St. Mark's Basilica
Siena
Trevi Fountain, Rome Italy
Basilica of St. Francis of Assisi
doges place, venice italy


Ummm... Italians are known to be romantic people.. since they live in Rome.. lol and Italian is suppose to be a romantic language.. hmmm.. maybe it's because of the way Italians pronounce things in their language.. and I thin it's romantic too!lol.. with all the ninis eh! ^_^ hehe but anyway I'd like to see all of these..

I've seen Milan, Italy in a filipino movie.. Milan is a nice place too,, it looks so elegant.. and I want to see the galeria too.

Venice is also a very romantic place.. right girls? it would also be cool if i could try and row row row a boat there.. hehe with someone of course.. ;) (if my husband or my boyfriend would take me there just for a ride. . Again. I'm going to make sure that he won't regret it. haha.. here I go again!)

Lucky - Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Do You Believe In super Natural Things?

There are a lot of weird things that's existing or going on in our planet. One of them has always been the so called "SUPERNATURAL" things.. stuffs like fairies, Dwarfs, half human - half horse also called as tikbalang in filipino supernatural 101, Corpse-Eater, Blood suckers (vampires etc), and the list goes on and on and on,

But the question is do you believe them? I've heard a lot of people talking about this and that about supernatural things.. but do they really exist? are they really there? can they really see you and you can't? can they harm you? can they posses you? will you be scared if you see them if they really do exist? will you freak out?

As for me, I do believe that they exist. It's just that there are a lot of things in this planet that exist.. if marsians are alive so are these creatures. There are a lot of living things living in this planet. Good or Bad it's up to them.

My Grandmothers use to tell me a lot of stories about faries and mermaids roaming around.. hard headed mermaids who get caught and stuff.. And if they do get caught there are always disasters that will happen if you set them free they give you something in return of their freedom. Other's also say that when you caught them ask them for fortune and they will definitely give it to you.. but will they really?

Ancient people claim (specially here in the Philippines since supernatural activity is abundant here) that they are everywhere.. and it gives me creeps whenever they tell me about these stuffs.. it just sounds so realistic! OMG..

People believing in this kind of stuffs are not crazy. they just want to believe in whatever they want to believe.. give some respect for a more peaceful life.. thanks for reading!

so what do you think? do they really exist?

My Thoughts About: Racial Discrimination

Racial Discrimination is a common thing everywhere.. Even some people living in the third world countries discriminate people living in the first or second world countries. Other's do it for fun, others do it for the sake of annoying people, other's do it because they feel superior above other race.

What are the different Human Races?.. these are the following I've found at wiki:

  • Khoid (Hottentot) race
  • Sanid (Bushmen) race
  • Central Congoid race (Geographic center and origin in the Congo river basin)
  • Bambutid race (African Pygmies)
  • Aethiopid race (Ethiopia, Somalia)
  • Mediterranid race (from Mediterranean areas)
  • Dinaric race (predominant in western Balkans [Dinaric Mountains] and northern Italy)
  • Alpine race
  • Ladogan race (named after Lake Ladoga; indigenous to Russia; includes Lappish subrace of arctic Europe)
  • Nordish or Northern European race
  • Armenid race (Armenia, Syria, Lebanon and northern Iraq)
  • Turanid race (Kazakhstan, Hungary and Turkey)
  • Irano-Afghan race (Iran and Afghanistan, Iraq, Turkey)
  • Indic or Nordindid race (Pakistan and northern India)
  • Dravidic race (India, Bangladesh and Sri Lanka)
  • Veddoid race (remnant Australoid population in central and southern India) Melanesian race (New Guinea, Papua, Solomon Islands)
  • Australian-Tasmanian race (Australian Aborigines)
  • Northeast Asian or Northern Mogoloid race (China, Manchuria, Korea and Japan)
  • Southeast Asian or Southern Mongoloid race (China, Indochina, Thailand, Myanmar [Burma], Malaysia, Indonesia and the Philippines)
  • Micronesian-Polynesian race
  • Ainuid race (remnants of aboriginal population in northern Japan)
  • Tungid race (Mongolia and Siberia, Eskimos)
  • Amerindian race (American Indians)
Well.. Most discriminations that I can hear are mostly from western people.. specially when Asians go to their places or something.. but there are a lot of nice people from there too of course..

I just hope that Racial Discrimination will stop.. which is in I don't know when.. But I really am crossing my fingers on this one. Just live and let live..

Latin Sayings I like ^_^

I was browsing on stuff when I found this site that's got a lot of Latin thingies.. I'm posting some of the things I liked so that I can share it to you guys since I love sharing my thoughts to others.. That way I know if they'll agree or disagree of what I think ^_^. And I'm open to all comments and suggestions! ^_^

  • Accipere quam facere praestat injuriam - It is better to suffer an injustice than to do an injustice
  • Acta est fabula, plaudite! - The play is over, applaud! (Said to have been emperor Augustus' last words)
  • Ad maiorem dei gloriam (AMDG) - For the greater glory of God
  • Adversus solem ne loquitor - Don't speak against the sun (don't waste your time arguing the obvious)
  • Aliena nobis, nostra plus aliis placent - Other people's things are more pleasing to us, and ours to other people. (Publilius Syrus)
  • Amor est vitae essentia - Love is the essence of life. (Robert B. Mackay)
  • Amor caecus est - Love is blind
  • Amoto quaeramus seria ludo - Joking aside, let us turn to serious matters. (Horace)
  • Animadvertistine, ubicumque stes, fumum recta in faciem ferri? - (At a barbeque) Ever noticed how wherever you stand, the smoke goes right into your face?
  • Beati pacifici - Blessed are the peacemakers
  • Beati pauperes spiritu - Blessed are the poor in spirit
  • Brevior saltare cum deformibus viris est vita - Life is too short to dance with ugly men.. hehe
  • Brevis ipsa vita est sed malis fit longior - Our life is short but is made longer by misfortunes. (Publilius Syrus)
  • Caeci caecos ducentes - Blind are led by the blind. Leaders are not more knowledgeable than the ones they lead
  • Carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero - Seize the day, trust as little as possible in tomorrow. (Horace)
  • Credidi me felem vidisse! - I tought I taw a puddy tat!
  • Cursum perficio - My journey is over, or I finish my journey
  • Cur etiam hic es - Why are you still here?
  • Da mihi basilia mille - Kiss me with a thousand kisses
  • Da mihi sis bubulae frustrum assae, solana tuberosa in modo gallico fricta, ac quassum lactatum coagulatum crassum - Give me a hamburger, french fries, and a thick shake
  • Da mihi sis cerevisiam dilutam - I'll have a light beer
  • Damnant quod non intellegunt - They condemn what they do not understand
  • De duobus malis, minus est semper eligendum - Of two evils, the lesser must always be chosen (Thomas a Kempis)
  • Dei gratia - By the grace of God
  • Difficile est tenere quae acceperis nisi exerceas - It is difficult to retain what you may have learned unless you should practice it. (Pliny the Younger)
  • Dum excusare credis, accusas - When you believe you are excusing yourself, you are accusing yourself. (St. Jerome)

  • Machina improba! Vel mihi ede potum vel mihi redde nummos meos! - You infernal machine! Give me a beverage or give me my money back!
  • Magna res est vocis et silentii temperamentum - The great thing is to know when to speak and when to keep quie
  • Materiam superabat opus - The workmanship was better than the subject matter. (Ovid)
  • Mea mihi conscientia pluris est quam omnium sermo - My conscience means more to me than all speech. (Cicero)
  • Meliora cogito - I strive for the best
  • Multi famam, conscientiam pauci verentur - Many fear their reputation, few their conscience. (Pliny)
  • Nam et ipsa scientia potestas es - Knowledge is power. (Sir Francis Bacon)


Well there are alot of these things but then I liked almost all of them but this are the only ones I'm going to post.. hehe

Places I Wanna go To: United Kingdom of England, Scotland and Northern Ireland

I wanna go here because I wanna go here... UK in general has always been cool to my eyes.. It's like if UK is human she could be really really sophisticated, classy, elegant, powerful, chin-up and a lot more things, UK is a very charming country for me. it is indeed a beautiful country and I wanna go check out some cool museums there and I wanna set foot on the famous Trafalgar square.. you know simple dreams.. hehe.. and I also wanna take a peek at the famous Westminster Palace.



Trafalgar Square

The Brass lion at the Trafalgar Square.


Westminster Palace (topview)
Big Ben in London



Places I Wanna go To: France

First stop when I'm in France would be: Paris!!! ^_^

I'm a girl I can't help it! ;p, I want to know how it feels like to stand under the famous Eiffel Tower (just for the sake of taking pictures.. hehe) And since it's Paris I would love to have a romantic dinner there and stuff. Since when you say it's Paris it would be like "Romance is in the air"..lol it would be cool when you tell your girlfriend these words "he took me to Paris just to have a romantic dinner!" hahaha (if my husband or boyfriend would do this to me.. I am so making sure that he won't regret he did it) :p


The museum! I am so dying to go here.. I love museums.. ^_^

Musée du Louvre, Paris, France.

Morning

Notre Dame cathedral, on the Île de la Cité

ècole militare,france

The Famous Eiffel Tower, Paris France

Obelisk on the Place de la Concorde

Arc du Triumph

Les Invalides

Place de la Concorde

Wow. France. The place to be.. I would love to be with my "someone special" when I decide to go here.. it would be so cool and so sweet..

Places I Wanna go To: Greece


I want to go to Greece because I think Greece is amazing, man.. The ancient Knowledge.. and everything is just so cool! it's like Greece is for the intelligent.. lol! (I should be there!)

The Temple of Hephaestus in central Athens, Greece

A Ancient Temple in Athens, Greece Greatly preserved. which is really really cool.

Perfect View.

Temple of Poseidon

Ruins of Ancient Greece

Village of Santorini

Well with this kind of views and ancient thingies I would die if I cant go here.. lol I would love to visit Greece when I could.. ^_^

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Places I Wanna go To: The Netherlands


Almost everyone I know in Myspace wants to go to The Netherlands. Well, aside from it;s the coolest place for me, I've heard a lot of good feedbacks from Dutch people like Kuya Arni (Kuya is a form of respect in my language which means big brother/ older brother/ elder brother) he's a lawyer from New Zealand and he's been to a lot of places. He told me that Dutch people are the friendliest people alive, they are really nice people and stuff. Also Kuya Uzi (my sister's fiance) told me that Dutch people are the nicest people in the planet. Which is so far true for me based on my Dutch friends in Myspace. and the rest of my online communities.

I want to explore Amsterdam, Rotterdam, The Hague, Limburg.. and all of the places that my feet could lead me!

There's also deep in The Netherlands.. Although modernization is in.. They still keep the old part of the country which is cool too. It makes The Netherlands hip as well as classy.

The Hague (at night)

The Netherlands, The Hague

Berasmus Brige, Rotterdam, The Netherlands

Amsterdam, The Capital of The Netherlands

Quote of the Day

Our real blessings often appear to us in shapes of pains, losses and disappointments; but let us have patience, and we soon shall see them in their proper figures.

Me and My Music.. Yeah!!!!


Well this is what I usually do.. take pictures of myself hehe.. And I'm also present to almost all picture taking that my friends do.. I have like more than a thousand photos of myself.. Thanks to digicams as well as camphones they just ROCK! but anyway..

I am writing this to tell everyone what's my kind of music.. I think I love all kinds of genre but what tops my list is gothic rock, pop and RNB.. when I am super depressed I listen to either a lot of Rock songs or love songs..

Why Gothic Rock?.. The best example of these kind of genre is EVANESCENCE. And since I am one of the biggest fans (just songs and Amy Lee) I have all of their songs in my playlist.. :) When I'm down.. their songs just soothes my soul.. Plus the fact that when I'm down I need total silence.. I just don't know why but there's something in Silence that makes me feel better..

I used to sang a lot of songs with my band when we still haven't gone our separate ways.. I miss those days.. And I sang My Immortal as well when I was in High School during our final stage performance. It's very cool.. I have to wear this gown.. and for foot wear? a FILA robber shoes.. haha

Pop? because there are a lot of nice Popular songs! I cant help it.. I'm still 20 anyway.. all of the oldies songs are considerable and likable but still.. hehe..

RNB?.. Who doesn't like to dance to Florida's tunes?. to Fergie? and the rest of the RNB people.. RNB is pretty cool as well and love night outs.. it's just that I have lesser time to party.. I have more things to do and to think about. GROWING UP SUCKS! IT just gives you a lot of responsibilities.. huhuhuhu.. but anyway.. it's part of life.. you have to take it or be worthless. lol


I love Hanging out these Sites:

  • Forbes.com - Well I love hangin out this site because it is just so informative.. I've found out a lot of things from this site might as well try it too.. ^_^
  • YouTube - Who doesn't like youtube? it's like anything and every video is there.. you can even customize it now and you can upload videos of your own.. So it's really cool.. and since I am not so into television, I just watch my favorite or the new videos from around here.. I don't have time for TV because I've spent all of it Blogging! hehe
  • Myspace - well, I like Myspace better than Friendster.. There are more friendly people here than Friendster.. But anyway there are very few people who doesn't like myspace.. Right Tom?.. hehe. .thanks for making Myspace.. ;)
  • Friendster - I also like hangin here because there are a lot of Filipinos in this site.. It's pretty cool to keep in touch with your friends too.. You see where they are now.. The changes.. long time friends, elementary classmates, high school classmates, college/university classmates, neighbors, childhood friends.. all of mine is in friendster.. ;)
  • Yahoo Omg - when boredom strikes here's on of the coolest outlet.. hehe.. reading about other people's lives.. ;)
So these are the following sites that I frequently check.. and they ease my boredom or when I'm really really in a bad mood i just spend the whole time blogging or roaming around these sites.. it's pretty cool.. :) and at least it keeps me away from bad vices.. ^_^

Lines I liked From Songs I've Listened to Recently

Somewhere down the road our roads are gonna cross again it doesn't really matter when, cause somewhere down the road I know that heart of yours will com to see that you belong to with me.


Sometimes goodbye, doesn't mean forever.


What happened in the past leave it there. you can't bring it back.


Frozen inside without your touch with out your love darling only you are the life among the dead.

Aww.. these lines.. hmmmm.. I feel like im day dreaming.. lol

Ways to Keep a Relationship Working

  1. Love Each Other.
  2. Don't Lie
  3. Keep Communication open.
  4. Stay Sweet.
  5. When you got hurt, just forgive and forget
  6. Never talk about break ups.
  7. Never say it's ok even if it's not.
  8. Forget about Pride.
  9. If you say SORRY mean it.
  10. Don't Compare your past to your present.
  11. Don't talk about you exes.
  12. Give and take Process
  13. Be aware of his or her feelings.
  14. When you had a fight, don't let the day pass without being fine.
  15. Don't be the perfect one.
  16. Be the right one.

Well, here are some things you might like to follow.. But really this is just a reminder.. We can all have our freestyle way of establishing or bridging gaps in our relationships.. Correct?.. :)

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Outcome of boredome..

1. Do you hate being alone?
> It's a case to case basis. Sometimes I need to be alone to regain my sanity. :)

2. Do you know anyone named Blue??
> as a matter of fat I do. hehe

3. Ever kissed anyone with a name starting with H?
> definitely hahaha..

4. Do you have any siblings?
> yup! I have a crazy sister

6. Are your grandparents still alive?
> one and only grandparent surviving.

8. Are you named after a grandparent?
> nope. I am named after I dont know who

9. Are you a heavy sleeper?
> very

10. Who did you last hug?
> Jerry.. lol

12. Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
> To forget

13. Give me lyrics from the song you're listening to?
> and i'm still waiting for the rain to pour, pour real life dwn on me, coz i cant hold on to anything this good enough

16. Who was the last person to send you an email?
> Jerry

18. Do you like to read?
> yes. as long as it's fiction. i wont stop not unless I have finished the book

19. Are you jealous?
> uhhh.. in a way yes.. lol

20. What made you smile today?
> Jerry and his crazy lines and silly thoughts

21. What are you doing today?
> been psting a lot of things.. i love to

22. What did you do yesterday?
> read a book, blog, and a lot more things.. i missed jerry yesterday,

23. What's the first thing you would do with a million dollars?
> count it! nyahaha-

25. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
> 2 hours slept at 3am woke up at 5

26. Who was the last person you had a sleep over with?
> Hannah

28. Do you like your school?
> the last one?.. nope..

29. What jewelery are you wearing?
> a ring and earings..

30. Anything fun happened today?
> talking to my jerry was.

31. Anything bad happened today?
> nah. aside from the fact that i cant sleep properly.

33. Are you mad at somebody?
> nah.. waste of energy

34. What's the last thing you bought?
> ummm.. i forgot.. hehe

35. Have you cried today?
> nope

36. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
> nah

37. Do you have shoes on?
> slippers..

38. Whats the closest thing to you that is pink?
> uhh...

39. Do you get annoyed easily?
> only when stressed. And I am stressed most of the time.. so.. hehehe!

40. Does someone like you?
> I am totally clueless. Just let me know. hahaha!

41. What are you going to do this weekend?
> Relax

42. Are you good at saving money?
> NEVER!

43. What should you be doing right now?
> sleep..

44. Do you have a tattoo?
> no.

46. Is there a secret you've never told your bestfriend?
> nah. They know all my secrets. hohum!

47. Have you ever told people you hated them?
> nope.. never tried. and i never really hated anyone.. drains my energy..

48. Have you ever changed your clothes in the car?
> yup a couple of times..

49. What are you going to do in 2010?
> Leave the Philippines for good.

Internet Explorer is Annoying Really!

I can see I have lots of posts already.. Something just annoyed me when I checked it earlier.. I was using Internet Explorer but it just destroyed my hard work and I was about to cry.. it took me an hour to fix all this things in order! When I'm using internet explorer a lot of pictures are broken (cannot be displayed) and a lot more annoying things.. but anyway thank the geniuses for inventing other browsers.. specially the one that invented firefox I owe them a lot. My page looks a lot better with it.. and safari as well.. Oh how I love apple machines!

Today

Well, today is the first day of school for my niece Chelsea.. I think she got over excited and woke up really really early causing me to wake up very early as well which is really ridiculous because I can't go back to sleep. So I slept at around 3 in the morning and I'm awake at as early as 5 in the morning.. sigh sigh sigh.. no matter how I read books (I finished the new book my sister bought it's Sherilyn Kenyon's Dark - Hunter series this book is super cool I recommend this to all of you guys ) I still can't sleep. It's like the more I read the more I get deeper to the book. :(

So here I am at 11:00 in the evening Philippine time.. Still writing about things and telling people what are my opinions on this and that. And since I am waiting for my "boyfriend" to show up online which will be in another 24 minutes because he is still at work. I'll be even online in a longer period of time hehe.. but it's worth it.. I miss him anyway and not talking to him in a day is a gunner. it's always worth talking with someone special agree? ^_^ And he always make up for the time we haven't talk which is really sweet of my Jerry.. (uuuyyy.. lol). he makes me laugh a lot and smile and grin like there's no tomorrow. Him being crazy and silly at the same time just brightens up my gloomy day.

It has been cloudy for the whole day.. Since goodbye summer and hello rainy days is very in. And has been raining too. I should have been tempted but I really can't sleep.. huhuhuhuhuhu.. Well, working for a call center sucks.. my bioclock has changed a lot. I have fully turned myself into an almost full pledge nocturnal creature.. lol well.. not really.. hehe. .I don't want to become a bat or worst than that.

I'm looking forward to talking to MY SCELERO in capital letters.. lol.. it's sorta endearment we kinda developed and it's Latin.. It's really fun when both of you are hardcore weirdos.. hehe.. Boring times is almost not existing but that's an almost.. still boring times come.. and when we do we end up having truth or dare and it's really funny because both of us are too stubborn to go for dare.. lol afraid of the consequences we might give each other.. or maybe just wasn't to eager to take the risk and then we end up teasing each other again. I love talking to him, I always do.. hehe..

So it's not bad day after all.. ^^, I enjoyed writing a lot today.. I was kinda being talkative really.. talking to him now! :)

My Thoughts About Religion

Religion has always been one of the major complications that life could ever give us or the world could ever give us.. There are about hundreds, if not thousands of religions out there. Some of them not even in the world list or something.

There are a lot of people who really takes religion as a major thing. Sometimes parents advices their children to marry guys or girls who has the same religion as theirs (Catholic - Catholic, Buddhist - Buddhist, Wiccan - Wiccan, Seventh Day Adventist - Seventh Day Adventist, UCCP - UCCP, Protestants - Protestants, Pagans - Pagans, Islam - Islam and the list goes on and on ). They have their own reasons.. Maybe one of the reasons is that they just don't want more complications. Because if the couple has the same religion they don't really have to argue about it because they have the same belief (spiritually of course.)

Due to a lot of beliefs around the world people dislike each other.. Like how Christian people dislikes (not all of course) Pagans because they think they are different and they are weird and the list goes on and on. How almost every religion dislikes the Moslem people thinking they are all cold hearted and brutal and senseless. And the more other people in different religions make their own comments and stuff the more they make other people dislike each other.

I have personally been aware of this because I have been raised in a multi-religion family my mom originally has a different religion from my dad, my dad changing religion, my sister and me having almost different opinions of every religion. But then my mom and dad settled in one religion after all and is happy for what they have done and for their choice..

It helps to be friendly as well as talkative sometimes.. I have lots of Wiccan friends from different parts of the planet and I find them extremely friendly and caring, them unlike my other Christian friends sends me a lot of blessings (like saying have a blessed day etc..), fills my comment boxes, asks how I am more than any other. I also have lots or Moslem friends and I assure you they are the most protective among my friends. Specially the guys and treat me as their little sister and I was not born nor raised on a Moslem community.

Sometimes it's just the people and their mentality that can and will kill them. Why not live and let live? why not just let people with other religions go on with their daily life.. I tell you, honestly, you can't gain anything from criticizing other people. All that would create is havoc and a lot more. destruction of ties etc..

If people are nice, and good well that is because that is their characteristic regardless of religion, regardless of everything. let's just respect people as much as we want to be respected.

Angels Brought Me Here - Guy Sebastian

[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...

[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...

[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...

[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...

Beginning Today

Beginning today I promise you
I give my heart to you
Beginning today I promise to
Never part from you

From now on I will be right by your side
And I swear other things I'll put aside
Beginning today
Beginning today
(I promise you I give my heart to you)

Beginning today there's no one else
On my mind
Beginning today there's nobody else
Right here inside my heart

From now on I will be right by your side
And I swear other things I'll put aside
From now on there'll be no one else on my mind
Beginning today (Beginning today)
Beginning today
(I promise you)
Beginning today
(I give my heart to you)

From now on I will be right by your side
And I'd swear other things I'll put aside
From now on there'll be no one else on my mind
Beginning today (Beginning today)
Beginning today
And I'd swear other things I'll put aside
From now on there'll be no one else on my mind
Beginning today
Beginning today
(I promise you I give my heart to you)
Beginning today

Quote of the Day

If you really and sincerely want to do something for someone, no matter how busy you are, you an always find a way to do it. You will find a way to do it because you want to. BUT if you don't want to do it, or you are too lazy to do it, You will always, always find away to give hundreds or thousands of reasons to delay it or to now do it at all.

October - Evanescence

I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
In all my bitterness,
I ignored,
All that's real and true,
All I need is you,
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.

My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love,
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.

Bleed (I mUst be dreaming) - Evanescence

How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you

It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

Help you know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you but spoken fears can come true

We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you

It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming

Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming

Just in my mind
Not in real life
I must be dreaming

I Turn to You - Christina Aguilera

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose my will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me.

And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true...

For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...

I Want to Spend My Life Time Loving You...

Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming

Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?

Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again

Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you

Beautiful Things - Dj Tiesto

Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.

No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.

I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.

No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do?
can I change my mind?
did I think things through?

It was once my life - it was my life at one time

Ever Ever After - Carrie Underwood

Ever, Ever After
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Ever ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after

Monday, June 9, 2008

The World's Dirties Cities

Written below is the World's dirties Cities in order according to Forbes.com


No. 1: Baku, Azerbaijan
No. 2: Dhaka, Bangladesh
No. 3: Antananarivo, Madagascar
No. 4: Port au Prince, Haiti
No. 5: Mexico City, Mexico
No. 6: Addis Ababa, Ethiopia
No. 7: Mumbai, India
No. 8: Baghdad, Iraq
No. 9: Almaty, Kazakhstan
No. 10: Brazzaville, Congo
No. 11: Ndjamena, Chad
No. 12: Dar es Salaam, Tanzania
No. 13: Bangui, Central African Republic
No. 14: Moscow, Russia
No. 15: Ouagadougou, Burkina Faso
No. 16: Bamako, Mali
No. 17: Pointe Noire, Congo
No. 18: Lome, Togo
No. 19: Conakry, Guinea Republic
No. 20: Nouakchott, Mauritania
No. 21: Niamey, Niger
No. 22: Luanda, Angola
No. 23: Maputo, Mozambique
No. 24: New Delhi, India
No. 25: Port Harcourt, Nigeria



I hope you guys will wake up and decide to make these places cleaner.. I'm not saying that my country is very clean it just that it's heart breaking to see these countries look like these. And if we are to save Earth we have to make it a better place to live.

Nobody Knows - Tony Rich Project

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

Evanescence



I have always been a big fan of this band.. They ahve the coolest song on Earth.. lol.. And Amy Lee's voice is just super! I love her voice! and all of the songs they make is very good, very sentimental, very emotional everything! I have sang most of their songs during our band nights (with friends) and when I was in High School I also sang "My Immortal" if I'll have extra time I might as well upload the video of that hehe.. but anyway.. that was 4 years ago.. my vocal chords aren't that damaged yet.. lol

And I have dedicated the last post to this band. A tribute for them being my favorite.. most of the songs I posted earlier are my favorites the rest of the songs is in my other blogspot blog sitie.. I think I'm going to put here {http://shzainzy2.blogspot.com} that's the link.. So have fun! Evanescence Fans!!!!!!!! ROCK ON! To Amy Lee and the rest of the Evanescence people: Keep on Rocking guys! Continue to make wonderful songs! yeah!

Snow White Queen - Evanescence

stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

Lithium - Evanescence

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

Broken - Amy Lee and Seether

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/B3 ]
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Because I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

Because I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

Thoughtless - Evanescence

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried
I'm gonna take you down
Gonna take you down [x3]

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming

Breathe No More - Evanescence

I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.

Missing - Evanescence

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]

Field of Innocence - Evanescence

I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything

[Latin hymn:]
Iesu, Rex admirabilis
Et triumphator nobilis,
Dulcedo ineffabilis,
Totus desiderabilis.

Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Oh, Where

Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything

I still remember.

My Last Breath - Evanescence

hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

Hello - Evanescence

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

Solitude - Evanescence

How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me

Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night

Your secret admirer
Who could it be

Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me

And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

Going Under - Evanescence

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm...

So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through

I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under

Bring me to Life - Evanescence

how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

Sweet Sacrifice - Evanescence

It's true, we're all a little insane
but its so clear
now that I'm unchained

fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice

One day I'm gonna forget your name
and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain

fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.

[I dream in darkness
I sleep to die e
rase the silence
erase my life
our burning ashes
blacken the day
a world of nothingness
blow me away]

do you wonder why you hate?
are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice

Anywhere - Evanescence

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand

[CHORUS:]
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there

We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the mornings light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where no one needs a reason

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you

Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now

[Chorus]

[Silence]

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah

[Fades out]

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Favorite Movies: If Only


I have always liked this movie ever since I've finished watching it.. lol.. anyway.. The only similarity that this movie had with The Notebook is that it made me cry as well..

So ok.. I'm going to give you guys a short summary about this movie..

A lonely singer/songwriter and the man of her dreams take a second shot at love after fate intervenes into their romance in a tearful tale of destiny starring Jennifer Love Hewitt and Paul Nicholls. Samantha Andrews (Hewitt) was studying classical music in London when she first met Ian Wyndham (Nicholls), and the moment they locked eyes both new that it was love at first sight. Their storybook romance takes a turn for the tragic, however, when Samantha dies in a horrific accident shortly after the pair have their first major argument. Stricken by inconsolable grief and touched by the forgiving hand of merciful fate, Ian now has one chance to take it all back and relive that fateful days before he truly loses the love of his life once and for all.

So there.. that's the summary.. and there's this specific line that I really liked before Ian died.. and I am posting it here as well..

"I LOVE YOU...

I WANNA TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU.,.

I'VE LOVED YOU SINCE I HAVE MET YOU...

BUT I WOULDNT ALLOW MYSELF TO TRULY FEEL IT..

UNTIL TODAY..

I WAS ALWAYS THINKING AHEAD..

MAKING DECISIONS OUT OF FEAR

TODAY, BECAUSE OF YOU..

WHAT I'VE LEARNED FROM YOU

EVERY CHOICE I MADE WAS DIFFERENT

AND MY LIFE HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED

AND I'VE LEARNED

THAT IF YOU DO THAT, YOU WERE LIVING YOUR LIFE FULLY

DOESN'T MATTER

5 MINS. OR 50 YEARS..

SAMANTHA, IF NOT FOR TODAY, NOT FOR YOU..

I WOULD NEVER'VE KNOWN LOVE AT ALL

SO THANK YOU FOR BEING THE IRST WHO THOUGHT ME TO LOVE

AND TO BE LOVED"

Sigh... Love, love, love.. it's just sad that one of them died.. :(

Good Enough - Evanescence

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

Better in Time - Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be okay

[ Chorus: ]

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

How could I could I turn on the TV
When there's something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna let
Hurt my feelings
but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice
boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be okay

[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll
be fine without you
Yes I will

[ Chorus: ]

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Say All I Need - One Republic

Do you know where your heart is
Do you think you can find it
Did you trade it for something, somewhere
Better just to have it
Do you know where your love is
Do you think that you lost it
You felt it so strong but nothings
Turned out how you want it
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold
Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know what your fate is
And are you trying to shake it
You`re doing your best and
You`re best look
You`re praying that you`ll make it
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold

Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Better than you have it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Better than you have it
Better than you have it
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know where the end is
Do you think you can see it
Until you get there
Go on
Go ahead and scream it
Just say�

I'll Never Stop Loving You

Oh, yeah
They say in this world, nothing lasts forever
But I don’t believe that’s true
Cause the way that I feel
When we are together
I know that’s the way, I always feel for you

[CHORUS:]
From now until forever thats how long I’ll be true
I will make you this vow and promise you now until forever
I’ll never stop loving you

Then will come a day when the world stops turning
And stars will fall from the sky
But this feeling will last
When the suns start burning
But all I wanna do is love you
Until the end of time

[Repeat CHORUS]

It’s gonna take more than a lifetime
To give you all the love (all the love)
Feels for you tonight

[Repeat CHORUS (2 times)]

Until forever
I’ll never stop loving you

Friday, June 6, 2008

Most Corrupt Countries According to Forbes

Below are the most corrupt Countries listed in Forbes.com this is not in order but here they are anyway.. Thank God the Philippines is not in the top ten yet.. but sooner or later The Phils will be. If the government people is not going to do about it.

Chad
Bangladesh
Turkmenistan
Myanmar (aka Burma)
Haiti
Nigeria
Equatorial Guinea
Ivory Coast
Angola
Tajikistan
Sudan
Somalia
Paraguay
Pakistan
Kenya
DR Congo

Quote of the Day

There are 2 ways of meeting difficulties. You alter a difficulty or you alter yourself to meet them.
Nothing in life is so hard that you cant make it easier by the way you take it.

Rice Shortage in the Philippines: MINDANAO: Davao City

The Philippines was supposed to be an Agricultural country. A lot of our neighboring countries asked us to help them and indeed, we have helped them. We used to be on top of the list when it comes to the cropping thingies, growing vegies and stuffs like that.. I just wondered what went wrong in the process.. :(

The rest of our neighboring countries we taught.. They all had their fair share of progress.. Knowledge that came originally from us. As usual. The main problem is the government . It has always been like that. If our government is not as lame as it is, we could have maintained our standing. If they could think about the Philippines' progress rather than their own pockets.. Rather than their corrupt heads (Imagine! The Philippines is the 2nd most corrupt country in Asia! ). Well, they tell people it's the farmers.. What about the farmers? Since they have very limited support from our government all they can do is switch from planting rice to planting mangoes (since in mangoes the money they could get is way to better than just having rice through export of course.)

Rice Price per kilo now here in Davao City is already P60 per kilo.. There has been a rapid increase since what? last month I think. My sister and I have always been one of the grocery freak people.. We spend our time every other week in the grocery to check things out and of course buy stuffs.. supplies that is, since we freak out when our store room is almost depleted.. because according to old people "never ran out of food that's bad lol or something like that".. Anyway I have to continue what I was saying before I get lost.. For how many days or weeks that is rice's kilo in malls have always been P25 - P35. and P35 being the most expensive and has a good quality.. 1st class 7 tonner rice something or denorado (I'm not sure if I got the spelling right but it's something like that). And then the following week it increased to P33 (the cheapest), then now to P41, and next thing we know its now P60! OMG..

There are a lot of poor people living in the Philippines, Most of the countries population is comprised of extremely poor people. These people are the primary consumer of rice (since in a family there's like minimum of 3 or something but most of the poor people have a large number of kids). When the rice's price was up for like 33php per kilo they were kinda worried already. What will they eat for the next days? If a construction worker will earn about P125 per day (and it's not permanent) and he's got like.. let's say 4 kids. plus his wife. So there will be like 6 people that needs to be fed everyday! and with P125 per day he wont be able to sustain his family.. and how many kilos can be bought out of 125 Philippine peso? 3 kilos?.. *sigh * sigh *sigh. how much more now that it's 60php? (Plus the president only allowed a 20php increase to every employee)

My friends and I have been looking around the public market last time and my heart was broken the moment I saw these people on the streets falling in line (which has a lot of people, like about a hundred something) . They want to buy the cheapest rice available which I think was around 18-20php something per kilo. The sun is up and it is indeed very hot. A lot of people are sweating like crazy since the sun is up and is ready to annoy everyone.. well anyway.. There's this old lady who died of heart attack as well as heat stroke! imagine that! instead of thinking of a way to live, buying food to sustain her needs and the needs of her family, right there and then she died because of falling in line and for the sake of buying food!

There has been other incidents that has been going around as well.. Not only did a senior citizen died of heat stroke.. There's this one incident that the old lady was trying to insert from a very long line of people wanting to buy that cheap rice (and thinking that she would be forgiven because she's a senior citizen).. and there's this guy who got pissed off because she inserted and right there and then the old lady was killed! Gun shot! bleeding! dead right after that guy shot her! and a lot of stories untold are there just because of this rice thingy!

Well I hope and I really am crossing my fingers that there would be a solution to this. Not all people can afford and can adjust to new changes. Specially when it comes to food :( like the rich people.. Poor people deserves to live and deserves to eat. No one deserves to starve to death.. All of these is included in my prayers.. I'm not the "Mother Theresa" kind of person but it's juts heart breaking to see people suffer a lot. :(

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Earth


Earth. The planet we lived in. Our home. Our shelter.. There has been a lot of prediction about our planet ending in year 2012. North and South poles about to melt, a lot of big icebergs melting already, global warming, ultimate heat, increasing ultraviolet rays, flash floods, landslides and a lot of disasters happening nowadays.. all because of man's carelessness. At my last post about saving the planet I have placed in a video about what is happening now.. Video from a science convention from Singapore telling people to be conscious enough to care for our planet..

I am here my friends to help these conscious people spread the word about saving our planet. Let's unite and be responsible for our actions .. Report Illegal logging .. let's plant trees, love the planet, let's just save it while we can. while we still can. and while we can still do something about it.

SPREAD THE WORD.

One Step at a Time - Jordin Sparks

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus x2]

Quote of the Day!

Telling someone you're sorry doesn't mean your admitting quiet. It simply
acknowledges his or her frustration and defuses the complaint. Then by
taking action and focusing on what can be done rather than what hasn't
been done. you remedy a mistake before it gets bigger.

It's About Time..

** I have been a certified "EMO" since birth.. I don't know why but I have always been so into poetry, I've got hundreds of them and I also have specific notebooks for them.. Ever since I was in grade school I have always written things and pass them at the school paper and stuff.. and that is one of the super proofs that I am indeed a frustrated writter.. If I'm not the one who have written the poems it's either I compiled them for some unknown reason.. maybe just out of habit.. or something like that.. well here goes one of them again.. this belongs to my thick collenction of poetry and I'm sharing it to you guys.. happy reading! ^_^

It's about time...
For me to love again
and forget the past
which left my heart broken
It's about time...
to give others a chance
which I deprive them of
when I noticed your glance
It's about time...
to forget and forgive
the pain of loving you
that almost caused my death
It's about time...
to accept the truth about us
that we could not belong together
for we are not meant to last
It's about time...
to entertain an admirer who is true
and entrust him with my heart
for he is much worthy to be loved than you..

Pictures!




I found this nice photoshoped pictures.. enjoy ^_^..

Happy Birthday to My Dad!


This is my dad.. hehe.. This is a stolen shot.. He was giving me his daily volumes of lecture at this time when i took the picture.. thank God for camphones.. ^_^

Well today is my dad's 59th birthday.. :) just wanna tell the world how much I love my dad and how much I appreciate it that he's my dad ^_^ he's the coolest ever in the planet.. Believe it or not.. my dad is one of the people in the world that I can confess about everything (including new crushes, night outs, boyfriends and stuff.. he's as cool as my mom.. ;) ).. He has always been a good provider, A good father, A good grandfather and a good husband to our mom.. Never in the history did he hurt my mom physically.. ^_^