Plus a call from your boyfriend..
Wishing you'll have a nice day! ^_^
And Worried about you..
Cares for you..
I love yous...
^^,
anyThiNg and EveRythiNg That I CouLd Think Of..! ^_^
A lot of people has been so into Online Money Making Stuff.. Well I found 2 easy ways to make Money Online and I want to share it with you guys..
First One is this:


I was reading a lot of day to day thingies while I was so annoyed because I don't know how to put scroll bars from around here.. And I found this. I saw this on news last time but I really didn't mind it and now that I have read the full article.. Indeed this is very intriguing and I also find it very amazing.
The youngest College professor in the world is the 19 year old Alia Sabur an American - Iranian. It was recorded in the Guinness World Record and She also broke a 300 years record! It was said that her IQ was sky high and off the record! She started reading at 8 months old and
She went from 4th grade to college, earning a BS in Applied Mathematics summa cum laude from Stony Brook University, New York at age 14, the youngest female in American history.
She then earned an MS and PhD in Materials Science and Engineering from Drexel University, Philadelphia.
Alia is also the youngest ever to receive fellowships and awards from the US Department of Defense, NASA and the US National Science Foundation. She was 18 when she was hired as a professor in the Department of Advanced Technology Fusion at Konkuk University in Seoul, Korea.
And not just that.. (just like what the commercial says.. but wait! there's more!) She's not only the all school brainy girl.. She's also in music. She's multi-talented and she has been performing with Orchestras since her solo debut when she was 11 with the Mozart Concerto and she was billed as a music prodigy and she has performed with the artists Lang Lang and Smash Mouth. Also a Julliard Student and was thought by a lot of music legend people.
She plays the Clarinet since she was 10. And is a Clarinet Prodigy.
WOW in capital letters.. Brains like this is super! I hope I have brains like hers! ^^, (daydreaming). cool isn't it?.. hehe
Here's an I surrender smiley.. She's a lot smarter than I do.. huhuhuhu.. lol! ^_^
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."
-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
I always have liked this verse..
So what I'm doing now is sharing it to you guys ^_^
Wow.. I didn't realize I was already posting a lot of things..
MOst of the things that I post here are actually things that comes to my mind..
Things that I find interesting..
and poems I have written (old and new..)
And today..
Today is the day! lol
It's a little boring..
and a bit cold..
It has been raining really really hard..
and I'm missing him..
happy weeKend!
I was talking to my godson just a while ago.. as well as his mom.. look how fast he's growing! such an adorable little Aehan.. ^_^ he's very very cute now and he moves a lot as well!! ^_^
Wow.. I would love to be here sometime.. ^_^ Relaxing and Classy..
The Peninsula, Hong Kong
Best Airport Shuttle Service
This historical hotel's famous fleet of Rolls-Royces is just one of the many elegant touches--like the white-gloved doormen and lobby's gilded ceilings--that makes this the classic choice for old-world romantics. Don't miss afternoon tea in its Parisian-style parlor or in-house classes on everything from tai chi to feng shui. The spa has Zen moss gardens and stunning harbor views--even from the sauna!
The Peninsula, Beijing
Best In-Room Gadgetry
Free wireless Internet, 42-inch plasma-screen TVs, a silent, direct-line fax machine, tri-level mood lighting and a handy bedside control panel that displays the outside temperature and humidity level are just some of the room perks here. A posh shopping arcade, with many of the most exclusive stores in China, such as Chanel, Versace and Gucci, is another perk.
Cote Cour, Beijing
Best Guesthouse In Beijing
Some travelers would gladly forsake cool in-room electronics for quaint and authentic amenitites. For them, there's Cote Cour, one of a handful of Beijing's traditional courtyard houses still remaining. This one has been stylishly restored with glass mosaic tiles and Chinese antiques in courtyards graced by lily ponds and date trees.
St. Regis, Beijing
Best Butler Service
This hotel, conveniently located near Tiananmen Square, the Forbidden City and the Silk Market, prides itself on the personal attention given to every guest right down to knowing what fruit they favor in their fruit bowl to what side of the bed they sleep on for turndown service. The butlers, who are available 24 hours a day, received formal training in the English style of service.
Park Hyatt, Tokyo
Best Views
The backdrop for the film Lost In Translation, the Park Hyatt Tokyo offers incomparable views of Tokyo, the Kanto Plain and even Mount Fuji from the top 14 floors of the 52-story Shinjuku Park Tower. Conveniently located in Tokyo's vibrant business and entertainment district, the Park Hyatt' s peaceful East meets West room décor might feel more like a modern private residence than a hotel.
The Four Seasons, Singapore
Best Beds
The Sealy Posturepedic beds--custom-made for the hotel and featuring myriad inner-spring coils-- are so comfortable, they're selling like hotcakes at the gift shop, which will ship them anywhere in the world upon request. Other creature comforts in even the most standard rooms include terry-cloth robes and slippers, Italian marble bathrooms with double vanities, cavernous tubs and bidets and remote-controlled curtains.
The Fullerton, Singapore
Best Writing Desks/Stationery Kits
This relative newcomer to the luxury-hotel scene is turning heads for its panoramic views, residential design and small details like the mini-Stairmasters and Philippe Starck fixtures in the bathrooms. Rooms boast ample writing desks and elegant stationery kits--a nod, perhaps, to the building's former incarnation as Singapore's General Post Office. The outdoor pool, flanked by 20-foot Doric columns, is touted as one of the world's best infinity pools.
Westin Bund Center, Shanghai
Best To Bring The Family On Business
Only a five-minute walk from the Bund, this deluxe hotel features extra large rooms with generous work desks, fax machines and high-speed Internet access. For those who aren't working, there's the renowned Banyan Tree Spa or The Westin Kids Club, with its adjoining outdoor terrace and paddle pool.
Landmark Mandarin Oriental, Hong Kong
Best Bathrooms
The sleek glass-walled bathrooms at this glossy hotel take up one-third of the room space. Each bathroom boasts two separate vanities and dual sinks, a separate shower stall, a TV and a huge, round tub that, in some rooms, measures seven feet across.
Four Seasons Tokyo At Marunouchi
Best Welcome On Arrival
With only 57 rooms, this is practically a boutique hotel, by Four Seasons standards. What it lacks in views it makes up for with its calming contemporary décor and extraordinary service, particularly on arrival. The hotel offers a unique "greeting" service at the airport to assure a seamless transition all the way to the hotel. And when you check in, a guest-services valet escorts you to your room to make sure you can figure out all the gadgetry, from the door key to the bathroom stopper.
Hiiragiya Ryokan, Kyoto
Most Authentic Hotel Stay
A Ryokan is a traditional Japanese inn where shoeless guests must remove their shoes, don a yukata, sleep on quilted futons and eat traditional japanese cuisine. Some are more luxurious than others, such as Hiiragiya Ryokan, in Kyoto's Nakakyo district, which offers 33 classic rooms--some of them said to have been used by samurai as ''war rooms'' for plotting assassinations during the mid-1800s. Though done up in the traditional minimalist Ryokan style, the 33 rooms are appointed with mod-cons like air humidifiers and plasma TVs--hence the $1,000-a-night rate.
for full story.. please visit forbes.
I have been looking through things in forbes and I have found this.. These airlines are really really cool. they have the best and is in the first class. For all the people who would like to experience total if not total at least customer satisfaction at it's best.. you should try to check these airlines guys...
1. Qatar Airways
Flying first-class here means access to a separate terminal in Doha that mimics a five-star hotel with several fine-dining restaurants, a medical center, and a spa with sauna and Jacuzzi. On board passengers get caviar service, full-size pillows, white linen mattresses, Australian wool blankets and Bulgari toiletry kits. The seats are 79 inches long, have 15-inch LCD screens and come with a 23-inch meal table that allows dining for two, just as in a restaurant.
2. Singapore Airlines
Passengers here have total control of their experience including picking between Dom Perignon and Krug champagne and food whenever they want it and however they want it whether it's an extravagant five-course blowout or a quick meal served all at once. The seats are 82 inches long and 35 inches wide. Fliers are given a Ferragamo toiletry kits, Givenchy sleep suits and slippers. Seats flatten into beds with sheets, a down duvet and oversize pillows.
3. Cathay Pacific
Seats here become 'suites,' thanks to sliding panels that provide total privacy. They turn into 81-inch-long beds and have built-in massagers. Each flier also gets a personal closet to store belongings. Cathay got high marks for its food: It's one of the only carriers to have rice cookers, skillets and toasters onboard, so parts of meals are prepared fresh, like eggs made to order.
4. Malaysia Airlines
This airline is a winner for its service--welcoming and warm, yet efficient. The seats are individual pods that turn into 180-degree flat beds. Fliers also get plush blankets and pillows. Food includes Malaysian cuisine, like a signature satay. On the ground, Kuala Lumpur's first-class lounge has a new upscale restaurant.
5. Thai Airways
First-class fliers are greeted by a personal concierge at Bangkok's Suvarnabhumi's Airport who checks them in and escorts them through security. The lounge has wi-fi, a sauna and a spa offering Thai massages. When flying into Bangkok, a concierge fast-tracks fliers through immigration, customs and baggage claim. Seats on board become comfortable 180-degree flat beds. Other amenities include Bulgari toiletry kits, cotton pajamas and a choice of 22 entrees, which can be pre-ordered.
6. Emirates
Each of the roughly 18 seats in first-class can be transformed into a mini-suite by the use of sliding doors. Other perks include soft pajamas, slippers, 600 channels of on-demand entertainment, chauffeur service from select airports, seven-course meals served on bone china and access to lounges that have wi-fi, an extensive dining buffet and are decked out in Italian marble.
7. Jet Airways
This airline boasts the longest flat bed in the sky: 83 inches. Seats have 24-inch flat-screen televisions and can be configured so that two people can dine together. Champagne onboard is either Dom Perignon or Krug, and toiletry kits are filled with Bulgari products. Food includes a wide range of Indian and Western dishes. On the ground, an attendant escorts passengers through check-in and to the lounge.
8. Lufthansa
This airline, ranked third on the top-10 list, is a star performer on the ground. When fliers arrive at Frankfurt Airport, they lounge on couches and sip drinks while an attendant checks them in. After clearing security, they are led to a lounge where a chef cooks any meal of their choice. When it's time to board, they are driven to the aircraft in a Mercedes. Comfortable lie-flat seats and efficient service await them onboard.
9. Korean Air
Korean Air debuted a new first-class cabin last year that features a cocoon-like seat with a massage function that turns into a flat bed. The airline also placed in the top 10 because of its excellent ethnic food that includes choices such as steamed oxtail, Korean bibimbop and various top-grade meat dishes.
10. Qantas Airways
The lounges in Sydney and Melbourne have a library, a fine-dining restaurant, a business center and a spa that offers massages. Seats onboard are 6.5 feet long, and entertainment is video on-demand (400 channels). The designer silk toiletry kits--Akira Isogawa for men, Collete Dinnigan for women--are stuffed with Payot products. Meals are eight-course affairs.
For full story and pictures check it out on Forbes.
i am sailing on rough seas tossed by angry waves...
high tide leaves me bruised and the tranquil seas sends me floating
sometimes to nowhere.. sometimes to the shore..
waves reclaim me at the end of the day...
a driftwood..
that's what i am...
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! - Anon
Never entertain Ideas which you know bring no good results bu lots of regrets and misery.. if you don't like the ending, never start.
I can't be a DUMMY if I know deep within me I'm REAL.
Yet, some people may misunderstand me,
won't recognize my existence, &
won't even bother to take a simple glimpse of my worth.
But this is what I wanted to say..
WHAT YOU SEE IS NEVER WHAT YOU ALWAYS GET.
Judge ME?
Well, it depends on what you see.
But, KNOWING ME?
Is your creativity to look deeper, & peel whatever cover you could see.
Coz deep within me is what makes me human...
NOT PERFECT.
JUST THE REAL ONE.
I'm still 20 years old and I have lots of Godsons and I have one God daughter.. I'd love to share what they look like with you guys and How I ended up being their God mother.. hehe. Well, here goes:

There.. pretty Meryl and Poor Earl.. hahaha.. (ayan Ej pinagmuka kitang yagit.. bagay naman sau.. mas bagay ka magpaka yagit kesa magpaka sosial.. hahah)
Name: Zyke Estores
Name: Andrei John Ramiel de Real Goden


How Sweet.. hehe.. Soon to be Mr. And Mrs. LAda.. A happy Ending for this 2 after everything that they have been through.. ^_^
NAme: Chelsea Joyce D. ZamaylaHmm
Whoaaa Oohhh
Yeahh
You Said It Wasn't
Gonna Be Like It Was Before
Then It Happened Again
Pushing Me Back Out The Door
Thought It Would Be Forreal This Time
Love Me Forget About The Signs
So Now What Do I Do
Now, That I Know That We're Through
Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand
Wish That I Could Move On
Can't Let Go, It's Too Strong
Just Like That And Then You're Gone
Is This How You Wanted It To Be
Everything You Had To Say
Sent The Tears Right Down My Face
Now I'm Trying To Escape
The Misery
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Boy, My Heart Was True
And That You Can't Deny
Don't Be A Fool
And Walk Away From All The Lies
It's Up To You
Cause Heaven Knows I've Tried
Tell Me You're Still In Love
Yeahhhh Ohh
Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me
Forget About Me...
Here's FORBES' list of the world's most powerful women. Inorder:
Yea Yeah
Yea Yeaaah
Yo 'SoundZ' I Hear You Man
Usheerrrr
Yea Thats It Right Here
Queen B Yeaaaah
I'm the king, y'all know that (Usher Baby!!)
She the queen, came right back (Listen To It!!)
Yeaaahhh... Yeaaahhh
(OH!! REEEMIIIIX!!!)
(Usher)
now baby girl there ain't nothing more i can say
you know by now i wanted more than anything
if i walk away and just let you leave
you'll be stuck in my head like a melody
(Beyonce)
I know you want it (but) [yeaah]
im hesitating (huh) [why!?]
you must be crazy
i got a man, you got a lady
(Usher)
iiii know we're here together
so this must be something special (cuz)
You could be anywhere you want
but you decided to be here with me
no coincidence it was meant to be
dont be shy go and let your boy get in
so you can tell all your friends
you was on tha remix liiiiiike...
(chorus)
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin, I aint stoppin, baby i don't give aaaa...
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin'
Baby i don't give aaaa.... in this club....
(Beyonce)
Baby, you know I'd be down
But we can't have all these people staring, standing around
This right here is only for your eyes to see
But you getting carried away, saying "we can do it wherever"
The way you're touching me like no other
(Imma make you feel insane...)
You're trying your hardest to make me give in
But i'ma be down to give you what you want, and if you keep it uuuuuup
I strongly doubt this velvet rope would hold me up
And I don't want security rollin' up on us (I got you...)
I'm not hesitating, I just don't wanna rush
Cause you could be anywhere you wanted
but you decided to be here with me
no coincidence it was meant to be
dont be shy go and let your boy get in
so you can tell all your friends
you was on this remix liiiiiike...
(chorus)
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin, I aint stoppin, baby i don't give aaaa...
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin'
Baby i don't give aaaa.... in this club....
(Lil Wayne)
Uh-Umm....
Shawty want a thug
It started with a hug
And the rest went like this
I gave her neck a kissy-kiss
She gave my neck a kiss back
I said we could do it like a stack,
I mean, we could do it like a G
On the couch in VIP
Shawty, we could get it on
I'm like "shout out to the DJ for playing this sooong"
Girl, we could act like two damn fools
Have everybody think we doin erthing smooth
Call meee, so i can make it juicy for ya
Meet me in the bathroom and you could be my secret lover (girl..) [*WEEZY LAUGH*]
And it started with a hug and now we making love in this club
And we not gonna stop just because
The people in the crowd are watching us
Cause we dont give a damn what they say
Thiiis iiiis...
D-DA REEEEMIIIXXX BAAABAAAY!!!
(Usher)
Come a little closa
Let daddy put it on ya
Need ya to know
What happens here stays here
(Beyonce)
Well Im, Ready and willing
Mamas got to glow
Gotchu standing at attention
happy to go low
(Usher)
aint nobody watchin
dont worry they cant see us
i know i got you HOT
now let me iiiin
(Beyonce)
you in the club or the car
whereva you are
run and tell da dj
run it back on replay
(chorus)
In this club, In this club
Ladies, can i put this love up on you one time if you ain't scared say wassuuuup...
In this club, In this club
They can keep watchin
Baby i don't give a.... in this club....
Now run and tell all of ya friends they gotta here this remix liiiiiike...
(usher)
king and queen.. yall know
yeah man
(lil wayne) [while beyonce sings]
what would music be without 'SoundZ'
(beyonce)
if we make love in this club, in this club, in this club
(usher)
nobody will knoooow, baby.......
Well here is the list of the world's most dangerous destinations 2007 this is according to Forbes' study and survey and stuff.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: Extreme security and travel risk
The U.S. doesn't have an embassy in Somalia, putting American citizens who travel there out of reach of U.S. assistance. Somalia's federal government recently retook control of much of the country from the Union of Islamic Courts, but this could mean less stability ahead, not more. Interclan fighting and attacks on foreigners are frequent, as are abductions.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: Extreme security, terrorism and travel risk
No region of Iraq is safe for visitors, not even Baghdad’s well-fortified Green Zone. The U.S.-led occupation has not tamed the insurgency, which is most concentrated in the central region that stretches from Tikrit in the north to Hillah in the south. Various criminal gangs and international terrorists are also active in Iraq and civilians die daily in attacks.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: Extreme security, terrorism and travel risk
Travelers face the ongoing threat of kidnapping and assassination in Afghanistan, especially outside of Kabul. Former Taliban and al-Qaida operatives remain at large, and attacks with improvised explosive devices are on the rise. Large areas of the country are heavily land-mined or strewn with unexploded ordnance.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: High security and travel risk; extreme security and travel risk in northeast
The civil war has ended and the country held presidential elections last year, but dangers persist. Crime levels are high in the main cities, and strife continues in certain regions, especially the northeastern Ituri district and the provinces of North and South Kivu. U.N. observer forces, located around the country, are unable to prevent pillaging, carjackings, murders, rapes and kidnappings.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: High security and travel risk; extreme security and travel risk in rebel-held north and near western border
Though a 2002 uprising supposedly ended in 2003, the north of the country remains under the control of armed rebels, and sporadic fighting has taken place in Abidjan, the commercial capital. The overall security situation remains potentially volatile, according to the State Department. Control Risks says that the rebellion exacerbated a rise in violent crime, including carjackings and armed robbery.
iJet: 4
Control Risks: High security and terrorism risk; extreme security and travel risk in tribal areas bordering Afghanistan
Domestic Islamic extremist groups, most of which are tied to al-Qaida, pose a serious risk to foreign companies and their workers. Car bombs, gun and grenade attacks and suicide bombings are aimed at Western targets, domestic politicians and local religious minorities and have frequently killed civilians. The capital, Islamabad, and tribal areas bordering Afghanistan are particularly dangerous.
iJet: 4
Control Risks: High security and travel risk; extreme security and travel risk in provinces of Cibitoke, Bubanza and Bujumbura Rural
Because of poor security, few foreign workers remain in Burundi. A civil war that began in 1993 is ongoing, with rebel factions engaging in intense fighting with government forces. The parties agreed to a September 2006 ceasefire, but many of its provisions have not been implemented, and the rebels remain able to attack the capital, Bujumbura.
iJet: 4
Control Risks: Extreme security and travel risk and a high terrorism risk in Tamil-majority north and east; medium security, terrorism and travel risk in remainder of country
Lush tropical beauty once made Sri Lanka a popular holiday destination, but a ceasefire between the government and the separatist Tamil Tigers broke down last year, making the country a new addition to our danger list. While foreigners are not directly targeted, the risk of becoming collateral damage is rising in the north and northeast.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: High security and travel risk
There is no effective police force in Haiti, where the State Department calls the danger of kidnappings “chronic and growing.” General elections in February 2006 brought about some political stability, aided by the presence of 8,000 U.N. peacekeeping troops. But violence persists, says Control Risks, thanks in part to the proliferation of firearms, an inefficient judiciary and police corruption.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region
Another new addition to our list, Chad is experiencing both tensions between the government and rebel groups, and interethnic fighting in the east, where the country borders the Darfur region of Sudan. The U.S. State Department reports an increase in the amount of highway banditry across the country and some harassment of American citizens at government roadway checkpoints.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region
Hostilities with Israel ended last August, but political tensions within Lebanon have been on the rise. The armed Shiite group Hezbollah (also a political party in Lebanon) maintains a strong presence in many areas, and other extremist groups are active in Tripoli, Sidon and Palestinian refugee camps. In the south, the danger of encountering land mines and unexploded ordnance is significant.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region
In the summer of 2003, Liberia's 14-year civil war was brought to a close with a peacekeeping agreement and the exile of Charles Taylor, the former president. But there are still some 15,000 U.N. peacekeepers stationed throughout the country. Crime is a major problem, with theft, sexual assault and murder common.
iJet: 5
Control Risks: High risk in at least one category and region
The western region of Darfur remains the most dangerous part of the country for locals and foreigners alike, with ongoing violence between government-backed militias, government troops and local insurgent groups. Large areas of the south, however, also see fighting between local militias. Sporadic terrorist attacks in Sudan have been aimed at U.S. and Western targets, and kidnappings are common.
I'm a girl. I can't help but notice this article.. So here's to my girls! Added info is always cool! After All.. being in is cool.. lol.. it has it's pros and cons of course.. haha!
Haha.. This is a funny one.. I love you Forbes! I just found this Article and it's really funny (for me that is.. you should see the pictures..). Men tsk tsk ts.. well guys, if you happen to read this please take notice and be aware! haha!
Wow.. This is one heck of a scary thing.. but anyway forbes.com has a lot of cool stories/ articles in it's page.. One of them is this. I found the article earlier and will be sharing it with you guys.
I was looking for new updates in forbes.com I just love that site. It's very informative all over. and This is what I have found: Asia's Top 40 Richest People and I see that there are a lot of people from the Philippines.. hmmm.. Well here goes:
Rank Name
1 Robert Kuok
2 Ananda Krishnan
3 Kwek Leng Beng
4 Ng Teng Fong
5 Charoen Sirivadhanabhakdi
6 Lee Seng Wee
7 Lim Goh Tong
8 Quek Leng Chan
8 Wee Cho Yaw
10 R. Budi Hartono
11 Chaleo Yoovidhya
12 Teh Hong Piow
13 Putera Sampoerna
13 Rachman Halim
15 Lucio Tan
16 Henry Sy
17 Dhanin Chearavanont
18 Lee Shin Cheng
18 Thaksin Shinawatra
20 Jaime Zobel de Ayala
20 Tiong Hiew King
20 Francis Yeoh
23 Eduardo Cojuangco
23 Liem Sioe Liong
25 Murli Kewalram Chanrai
26 Eka Tjipta Widjaja
27 Syed Mokhtar Albukhary
28 Arifin Panigoro
29 Anant Asavabhokin
30 Vanchai Chirathivat
31 Boenjamin Setiawan
32 Paulus Tumewu
33 Chatri Sophonpanich
34 John Gokongwei Jr.
35 George Ty
36 Vichai Maleenont
37 Oei Hong Leong
37 Tony Tan Caktiong
39 Olivia Lum
40 Boonchai Bencharongkul
A lot of money right?.. care to give me $100,000?.. hahaha..
These are the top 10 world's most powerful celebrity according to FORBES.com
The Top 10:
1. Oprah Winfrey
2. Tiger Woods
3. Angelina Jolie
4. Beyonce Knowles
5. David Beckham
6. Johnny Depp
7. Jay-Z
8. The Police
9. J.K. Rowling
10. Brad Pitt
and this is the complete list.. :)
11 Will Smith
12 Justin Timberlake
13 Steven Spielberg
14 Cameron Diaz
15 David Letterman
16 LeBron James
17 Jennifer Aniston
18 Michael Jordan
19 Kobe Bryant
20 Phil Mickelson
21 Madonna
22 Simon Cowell
23 Roger Federer
24 Alex Rodriguez
25 Jerry Seinfeld
26 50 Cent
27 Kanye West
28 Celine Dion
29 Bruce Willis
30 Dr. Phil McGraw
31 Tom Cruise
32 Jay Leno
33 Sean "Diddy" Combs
34 Stephen King
35 Miley Cyrus
36 Kimi Raikkonen
37 Jeff Gordon
38 Ronaldinho
39 Shaquille O'Neal
40 Judge Judy Sheindlin
41 Howard Stern
42 Tyler Perry
43 Fernando Alonso
44 Leonardo DiCaprio
45 Donald Trump
46 George Lucas
47 Keira Knightley
48 Jerry Bruckheimer
49 Nicolas Cage
50 Spice Girls
51 Matt Damon
52 Dale Earnhardt Jr.
53 Bon Jovi
54 Jennifer Lopez
55 Ben Stiller
56 Kevin Garnett
57 Nicole Kidman
58 James Patterson
59 Rush Limbaugh
60 Reese Witherspoon
61 Maria Sharapova
62 Ryan Seacrest
63 Gwen Stefani
64 Daniel Radcliffe
65 Alicia Keys
66 Gisele Bundchen
67 Gwyneth Paltrow
68 Tyra Banks
69 Serena Williams
70 Eva Longoria Parker
71 Ellen DeGeneres
72 Sarah Jessica Parker
73 Katherine Heigl
74 Regis Philbin
75 Tom Clancy
76 Rachael Ray
77 Cate Blanchett
78 Heidi Klum
79 Carrie Underwood
80 Jon Stewart
81 Justine Henin
82 Judd Apatow
83 Kate Moss
84 Patrick Dempsey
85 Charlie Sheen
86 Drew Carey
87 Steve Carell
88 Lorena Ochoa
89 Jonas Brothers
90 Howie Mandel
91 Wolfgang Puck
92 Zac Efron
93 Annika Sorenstam
94 Ashley Tisdale
95 Gordon Ramsay
96 Jennifer Love Hewitt
97 Lauren Conrad
98 Vanessa Williams
99 Tina Fey
100 Paula Deen
So there.. Here's the top 100 most powerful celebrities according to Forbes.. wow. I wonder where they spend their money and stuff.. And I can see young stars here too.. so that would really really be cool.. young and powerful.. ^_^
Well.. we'll see if they keep their ranks or they rise.. I'll keep you posted guys!
I've been feeling a bit down.. I don't know where all of this would take me.. I wanted to tell him a lot of things.. but here I am holding back since we still have a lot of things to think about :( . I'm not brokenhearted. I'm I think in between loving someone so much and being torn by the fact of what he told me. plus the fact that I don't know where to start talking. I would love to tell him about things.. (this and that and a lot more..) but still what he told me from the start still lingers on my mind. I AM LOST. This time I just don't know if I have a way out.
I've been trying to shut my mouth up for like a month now. I'm still weighing my options. I'm hurting in ways no one can imagine. I don't know what today.. Kept emotions are dangerous.. but I don't know how dangerous this could get. I've been awake since 5 in the morning due to I was with Chelsea (my niece) at school for like forever.
I love him. I do. I now he knows I do. but I think he too is torn between the reality that.. that.. were still far and he fears that things might not work in the long run. but, but what's the sense in having this if we won't do our best to make things work? We promised each other to make things work and I am doing all I can to make things move in to a higher level..
He told me he loves me.. I'm holding on that. Well.. anyway.. sooner or later we will both find out. But I hope when we do.. we'd embrace each other and you would tell me that.. I don't want to let you go.. ever.. :(
Senti mode now.. I have to stop talking or I'll start bleeding.. haha. NOSEBLEED ^_^..
Via Grande - Madrid, España



Cathedral of Santa Eulalia of Barcelona- Barcelona, España
Escorial Monastery - Madrid,Spain

La Sagrada Familia- Barcelona, España
L'Umbracle in Valencia, Spain
Plaza de las Cibeles - Madrid, spain

This is what my typical mess looks like (not really it's messier than that.. this is the mild part.. hehe). I have mentioned on my previous blog that I cannot live without my pen and paper.. Well here they are.This is the new era. New age. There are a lot of things that has been happening. People are becoming more and more vulgar / liberated. A lot of relationships have sprouted out of weird things. Mine was among these weird stuffs.. haha.. but anyway. Even before (grand parents / parents time) there are a lot of couples that lives in one roof without wedlock.
In A Filipino way of living, this is one heck of a bad luck, etc.. there are a lot of things that's going to happen if you two continue doing stuffs like this and it is against God's will to do stuffs like these. and blah blah blah the lists goes on and on and on..
I am known to have lots of weird thoughts.. Weird opinions about almost everything and anything under the sun that I want to give opinions to. (well weird in a conservative people's point of view.. )
Okay.. to further continue my weirdness.. (In total since I am born in the new times unlike my parents and grandparents) so I definitely agree with this kind of relationship. Living together. Well this is really cool in my opinion. why?.. because.. just in case.. just, just in case you two don't really work.. there's very little spark.. at least you don't have to go find a lawyer and have annulment of divorce.. correct? and this is still a give and take relationship anyway. both of you benefit from each other not unless one of you is dumb enough to not understand the conditions of this kind of relationship. And if both of you want to stop it.. you don't have to spend a lot of money on lawyers..
So there.. this is my thoughts about this.. If I have to add something I'll just add it later.. have to rush.. have to go to school and check my niece out.. lol have a nice day everyone!
Happy Father's day to all the dads out there.. as well as to the dads to be and to all my co blogger's dads! and to everyone's daddies!!!! but of course I will never fail to say thank you and say very very happy FATHER'S DAY TO MY FATHER!
Daddy, thanks for being the best dad and bestfriend we could ever have. I know you can read this
and I know that you are very capable of visiting this page because I know you can! I am so proud that you are my dad and I am super happy that I have you as my dad.. The only dad I know that doesn't get irritated whenever his daughter tells him about her never ending lines of crush and boyfriend stories.. hehe..
Jerry honey, don't worry.. my dad approves of our relationship.. haha..
I love you all!
I love moi familia!
yeah! keep on rocking fathers!
Well there are very few things I can't live without. Aside from the fact that I need food, shelter, clothes, money, education, work, friends, family, boyfriend.. (hehe).. these are the other things I can't live without and my reasons why I just can't live without them.
A lot of people have been wanting to be perfect. A lot of people praises perfect people or close to perfect people.. There are a lot of perfectionist wanting themselves to be very cool and very on time and everything.
But you know what? being a perfectionist still won't make you perfect. trying to be perfect will just lead you to a lot more mistakes and frustrations. Every time they fall they'll just get hurt because they didn't get it in one go.
Do you guys know that our health actually goes with our moods? if we keep on getting annoyed, irritated and the rest of the bad things that we actually feel our body reacts to that. and the more we get annoyed, irritated, depressed etc.. part of us get stressed and that affects our health. So why go for being a perfectionist?.. hehe..
This is not a campaign against becoming a perfectionist.. This is merely my thoughts about being a perfectionist and being perfect. it's good and it is nice to see perfect scores in school exams or win in events or competitions etc.. just don't be to hard on yourself. We all deserve a break and we all have to have our own chillaxing moments or chill and relaxing moments in vulgar tounge that is.. hehe
My boyfriend used to tell me his ex was perfect. But that was his ex. lol.. Maybe I was jealous or something I'm not really sure.. but one thing I can shout out to the world is. I'M NOT PERFECT AND I'M NEVER GONNA BE ONE. I learn from my mistakes. I grow. I glow. I go! ^_^ sounds familiar?.. lol
I just want to be me.. I have my moments of everything. I have fun. I have almost everything and committing mistakes is fun as well.. specially at the part when you learn from them. agree?



Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
There are a lot of weird things that's existing or going on in our planet. One of them has always been the so called "SUPERNATURAL" things.. stuffs like fairies, Dwarfs, half human - half horse also called as tikbalang in filipino supernatural 101, Corpse-Eater, Blood suckers (vampires etc), and the list goes on and on and on,
But the question is do you believe them? I've heard a lot of people talking about this and that about supernatural things.. but do they really exist? are they really there? can they really see you and you can't? can they harm you? can they posses you? will you be scared if you see them if they really do exist? will you freak out?
As for me, I do believe that they exist. It's just that there are a lot of things in this planet that exist.. if marsians are alive so are these creatures. There are a lot of living things living in this planet. Good or Bad it's up to them.
My Grandmothers use to tell me a lot of stories about faries and mermaids roaming around.. hard headed mermaids who get caught and stuff.. And if they do get caught there are always disasters that will happen if you set them free they give you something in return of their freedom. Other's also say that when you caught them ask them for fortune and they will definitely give it to you.. but will they really?
Ancient people claim (specially here in the Philippines since supernatural activity is abundant here) that they are everywhere.. and it gives me creeps whenever they tell me about these stuffs.. it just sounds so realistic! OMG..
People believing in this kind of stuffs are not crazy. they just want to believe in whatever they want to believe.. give some respect for a more peaceful life.. thanks for reading!
so what do you think? do they really exist?
Racial Discrimination is a common thing everywhere.. Even some people living in the third world countries discriminate people living in the first or second world countries. Other's do it for fun, others do it for the sake of annoying people, other's do it because they feel superior above other race.
What are the different Human Races?.. these are the following I've found at wiki:
I was browsing on stuff when I found this site that's got a lot of Latin thingies.. I'm posting some of the things I liked so that I can share it to you guys since I love sharing my thoughts to others.. That way I know if they'll agree or disagree of what I think ^_^. And I'm open to all comments and suggestions! ^_^
I wanna go here because I wanna go here... UK in general has always been cool to my eyes.. It's like if UK is human she could be really really sophisticated, classy, elegant, powerful, chin-up and a lot more things, UK is a very charming country for me. it is indeed a beautiful country and I wanna go check out some cool museums there and I wanna set foot on the famous Trafalgar square.. you know simple dreams.. hehe.. and I also wanna take a peek at the famous Westminster Palace.
First stop when I'm in France would be: Paris!!! ^_^
I'm a girl I can't help it! ;p, I want to know how it feels like to stand under the famous Eiffel Tower (just for the sake of taking pictures.. hehe) And since it's Paris I would love to have a romantic dinner there and stuff. Since when you say it's Paris it would be like "Romance is in the air"..lol it would be cool when you tell your girlfriend these words "he took me to Paris just to have a romantic dinner!" hahaha (if my husband or boyfriend would do this to me.. I am so making sure that he won't regret he did it) :p
Notre Dame cathedral, on the Île de la Cité
The Famous Eiffel Tower, Paris France
Obelisk on the Place de la Concorde
Arc du Triumph
Les Invalides
Place de la Concorde
I want to go to Greece because I think Greece is amazing, man.. The ancient Knowledge.. and everything is just so cool! it's like Greece is for the intelligent.. lol! (I should be there!)

Almost everyone I know in Myspace wants to go to The Netherlands. Well, aside from it;s the coolest place for me, I've heard a lot of good feedbacks from Dutch people like Kuya Arni (Kuya is a form of respect in my language which means big brother/ older brother/ elder brother) he's a lawyer from New Zealand and he's been to a lot of places. He told me that Dutch people are the friendliest people alive, they are really nice people and stuff. Also Kuya Uzi (my sister's fiance) told me that Dutch people are the nicest people in the planet. Which is so far true for me based on my Dutch friends in Myspace. and the rest of my online communities.
I want to explore Amsterdam, Rotterdam, The Hague, Limburg.. and all of the places that my feet could lead me!
There's also deep in The Netherlands.. Although modernization is in.. They still keep the old part of the country which is cool too. It makes The Netherlands hip as well as classy.
Our real blessings often appear to us in shapes of pains, losses and disappointments; but let us have patience, and we soon shall see them in their proper figures.

Well this is what I usually do.. take pictures of myself hehe.. And I'm also present to almost all picture taking that my friends do.. I have like more than a thousand photos of myself.. Thanks to digicams as well as camphones they just ROCK! but anyway..
I am writing this to tell everyone what's my kind of music.. I think I love all kinds of genre but what tops my list is gothic rock, pop and RNB.. when I am super depressed I listen to either a lot of Rock songs or love songs..
Why Gothic Rock?.. The best example of these kind of genre is EVANESCENCE. And since I am one of the biggest fans (just songs and Amy Lee) I have all of their songs in my playlist.. :) When I'm down.. their songs just soothes my soul.. Plus the fact that when I'm down I need total silence.. I just don't know why but there's something in Silence that makes me feel better..
I used to sang a lot of songs with my band when we still haven't gone our separate ways.. I miss those days.. And I sang My Immortal as well when I was in High School during our final stage performance. It's very cool.. I have to wear this gown.. and for foot wear? a FILA robber shoes.. haha
Pop? because there are a lot of nice Popular songs! I cant help it.. I'm still 20 anyway.. all of the oldies songs are considerable and likable but still.. hehe..
RNB?.. Who doesn't like to dance to Florida's tunes?. to Fergie? and the rest of the RNB people.. RNB is pretty cool as well and love night outs.. it's just that I have lesser time to party.. I have more things to do and to think about. GROWING UP SUCKS! IT just gives you a lot of responsibilities.. huhuhuhu.. but anyway.. it's part of life.. you have to take it or be worthless. lol
Somewhere down the road our roads are gonna cross again it doesn't really matter when, cause somewhere down the road I know that heart of yours will com to see that you belong to with me.
Sometimes goodbye, doesn't mean forever.
What happened in the past leave it there. you can't bring it back.
Frozen inside without your touch with out your love darling only you are the life among the dead.
1. Do you hate being alone?
> It's a case to case basis. Sometimes I need to be alone to regain my sanity. :)
2. Do you know anyone named Blue??
> as a matter of fat I do. hehe
3. Ever kissed anyone with a name starting with H?
> definitely hahaha..
4. Do you have any siblings?
> yup! I have a crazy sister
6. Are your grandparents still alive?
> one and only grandparent surviving.
8. Are you named after a grandparent?
> nope. I am named after I dont know who
9. Are you a heavy sleeper?
> very
10. Who did you last hug?
> Jerry.. lol
12. Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
> To forget
13. Give me lyrics from the song you're listening to?
> and i'm still waiting for the rain to pour, pour real life dwn on me, coz i cant hold on to anything this good enough
16. Who was the last person to send you an email?
> Jerry
18. Do you like to read?
> yes. as long as it's fiction. i wont stop not unless I have finished the book
19. Are you jealous?
> uhhh.. in a way yes.. lol
20. What made you smile today?
> Jerry and his crazy lines and silly thoughts
21. What are you doing today?
> been psting a lot of things.. i love to
22. What did you do yesterday?
> read a book, blog, and a lot more things.. i missed jerry yesterday,
23. What's the first thing you would do with a million dollars?
> count it! nyahaha-
25. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
> 2 hours slept at 3am woke up at 5
26. Who was the last person you had a sleep over with?
> Hannah
28. Do you like your school?
> the last one?.. nope..
29. What jewelery are you wearing?
> a ring and earings..
30. Anything fun happened today?
> talking to my jerry was.
31. Anything bad happened today?
> nah. aside from the fact that i cant sleep properly.
33. Are you mad at somebody?
> nah.. waste of energy
34. What's the last thing you bought?
> ummm.. i forgot.. hehe
35. Have you cried today?
> nope
36. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
> nah
37. Do you have shoes on?
> slippers..
38. Whats the closest thing to you that is pink?
> uhh...
39. Do you get annoyed easily?
> only when stressed. And I am stressed most of the time.. so.. hehehe!
40. Does someone like you?
> I am totally clueless. Just let me know. hahaha!
41. What are you going to do this weekend?
> Relax
42. Are you good at saving money?
> NEVER!
43. What should you be doing right now?
> sleep..
44. Do you have a tattoo?
> no.
46. Is there a secret you've never told your bestfriend?
> nah. They know all my secrets. hohum!
47. Have you ever told people you hated them?
> nope.. never tried. and i never really hated anyone.. drains my energy..
48. Have you ever changed your clothes in the car?
> yup a couple of times..
49. What are you going to do in 2010?
> Leave the Philippines for good.
I can see I have lots of posts already.. Something just annoyed me when I checked it earlier.. I was using Internet Explorer but it just destroyed my hard work and I was about to cry.. it took me an hour to fix all this things in order! When I'm using internet explorer a lot of pictures are broken (cannot be displayed) and a lot more annoying things.. but anyway thank the geniuses for inventing other browsers.. specially the one that invented firefox I owe them a lot. My page looks a lot better with it.. and safari as well.. Oh how I love apple machines!
Well, today is the first day of school for my niece Chelsea.. I think she got over excited and woke up really really early causing me to wake up very early as well which is really ridiculous because I can't go back to sleep. So I slept at around 3 in the morning and I'm awake at as early as 5 in the morning.. sigh sigh sigh.. no matter how I read books (I finished the new book my sister bought it's Sherilyn Kenyon's Dark - Hunter series this book is super cool I recommend this to all of you guys ) I still can't sleep. It's like the more I read the more I get deeper to the book. :(
So here I am at 11:00 in the evening Philippine time.. Still writing about things and telling people what are my opinions on this and that. And since I am waiting for my "boyfriend" to show up online which will be in another 24 minutes because he is still at work. I'll be even online in a longer period of time hehe.. but it's worth it.. I miss him anyway and not talking to him in a day is a gunner. it's always worth talking with someone special agree? ^_^ And he always make up for the time we haven't talk which is really sweet of my Jerry.. (uuuyyy.. lol). he makes me laugh a lot and smile and grin like there's no tomorrow. Him being crazy and silly at the same time just brightens up my gloomy day.
It has been cloudy for the whole day.. Since goodbye summer and hello rainy days is very in. And has been raining too. I should have been tempted but I really can't sleep.. huhuhuhuhuhu.. Well, working for a call center sucks.. my bioclock has changed a lot. I have fully turned myself into an almost full pledge nocturnal creature.. lol well.. not really.. hehe. .I don't want to become a bat or worst than that.
I'm looking forward to talking to MY SCELERO in capital letters.. lol.. it's sorta endearment we kinda developed and it's Latin.. It's really fun when both of you are hardcore weirdos.. hehe.. Boring times is almost not existing but that's an almost.. still boring times come.. and when we do we end up having truth or dare and it's really funny because both of us are too stubborn to go for dare.. lol afraid of the consequences we might give each other.. or maybe just wasn't to eager to take the risk and then we end up teasing each other again. I love talking to him, I always do.. hehe..
So it's not bad day after all.. ^^, I enjoyed writing a lot today.. I was kinda being talkative really.. talking to him now! :)
Religion has always been one of the major complications that life could ever give us or the world could ever give us.. There are about hundreds, if not thousands of religions out there. Some of them not even in the world list or something.
There are a lot of people who really takes religion as a major thing. Sometimes parents advices their children to marry guys or girls who has the same religion as theirs (Catholic - Catholic, Buddhist - Buddhist, Wiccan - Wiccan, Seventh Day Adventist - Seventh Day Adventist, UCCP - UCCP, Protestants - Protestants, Pagans - Pagans, Islam - Islam and the list goes on and on ). They have their own reasons.. Maybe one of the reasons is that they just don't want more complications. Because if the couple has the same religion they don't really have to argue about it because they have the same belief (spiritually of course.)
Due to a lot of beliefs around the world people dislike each other.. Like how Christian people dislikes (not all of course) Pagans because they think they are different and they are weird and the list goes on and on. How almost every religion dislikes the Moslem people thinking they are all cold hearted and brutal and senseless. And the more other people in different religions make their own comments and stuff the more they make other people dislike each other.
I have personally been aware of this because I have been raised in a multi-religion family my mom originally has a different religion from my dad, my dad changing religion, my sister and me having almost different opinions of every religion. But then my mom and dad settled in one religion after all and is happy for what they have done and for their choice..
It helps to be friendly as well as talkative sometimes.. I have lots of Wiccan friends from different parts of the planet and I find them extremely friendly and caring, them unlike my other Christian friends sends me a lot of blessings (like saying have a blessed day etc..), fills my comment boxes, asks how I am more than any other. I also have lots or Moslem friends and I assure you they are the most protective among my friends. Specially the guys and treat me as their little sister and I was not born nor raised on a Moslem community.
Sometimes it's just the people and their mentality that can and will kill them. Why not live and let live? why not just let people with other religions go on with their daily life.. I tell you, honestly, you can't gain anything from criticizing other people. All that would create is havoc and a lot more. destruction of ties etc..
If people are nice, and good well that is because that is their characteristic regardless of religion, regardless of everything. let's just respect people as much as we want to be respected.
[Verse 1]
It's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light
Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes...
[Bridge]
My dreams came true, when i found you
I found you, my miracle...
[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, that you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
[Verse 2]
Standing here before you, feels like i've been born again
Every breath is your love, every heartbeat speaks your name...
[Bridge 2]
My dreams came true, right here in front of you
My miracle...
[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
[Bridge 3]
Brought me here to be with you,
I'll be forever grateful (oh forever Faithful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle...
[Chorus]
If you could see, what i see, you're the answer to my prayers
And if you could feel, the tenderness i feel
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Yes they brought me here...
If you could feel, the tenderness i feel...
You would know, it would be clear, that angels brought me here...
Beginning today I promise you
I give my heart to you
Beginning today I promise to
Never part from you
From now on I will be right by your side
And I swear other things I'll put aside
Beginning today
Beginning today
(I promise you I give my heart to you)
Beginning today there's no one else
On my mind
Beginning today there's nobody else
Right here inside my heart
From now on I will be right by your side
And I swear other things I'll put aside
From now on there'll be no one else on my mind
Beginning today (Beginning today)
Beginning today
(I promise you)
Beginning today
(I give my heart to you)
From now on I will be right by your side
And I'd swear other things I'll put aside
From now on there'll be no one else on my mind
Beginning today (Beginning today)
Beginning today
And I'd swear other things I'll put aside
From now on there'll be no one else on my mind
Beginning today
Beginning today
(I promise you I give my heart to you)
Beginning today
If you really and sincerely want to do something for someone, no matter how busy you are, you an always find a way to do it. You will find a way to do it because you want to. BUT if you don't want to do it, or you are too lazy to do it, You will always, always find away to give hundreds or thousands of reasons to delay it or to now do it at all.
I can't run anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take me home,
I'm through fighting it,
Broken,
Lifeless,
I give up,
You're my only strength,
Without you,
I can't go on,
Anymore,
Ever again.
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
I can't run anymore,
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
In all my bitterness,
I ignored,
All that's real and true,
All I need is you,
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes,
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong,
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
Constantly ignoring,
The pain consuming me,
But this time it's cut too deep,
I'll never stray again.
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love,
My only hope,
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace,
(To walk away from you)
My only joy,
My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power,
My only life,
(And love is where I am)
My only love.
How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly?
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself
And turned away
I must be dreaming
We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming
Help you know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you but spoken fears can come true
We all live
We all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not in real life
No I must be dreaming
Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming
Just in my mind
Not in real life
I must be dreaming
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
When I lose my will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true...
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...
Moon so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming
Race the moon, catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day, stand up for the light
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
Heroes rise, heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory?
Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I could spend my lifetime loving you
Though we know we will never come again
When there is love, life begins
Over and over again
Save the night, save the day
Save your love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my life time loving you
Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second, then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time, where's my name?
I guess it crept away.
No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.
I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.
Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.
No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead, there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done, this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.
Now what do I do?
can I change my mind?
did I think things through?
It was once my life - it was my life at one time
Ever, Ever After
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away
Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after
Ever ever ever after
(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh, for ever ever after
Written below is the World's dirties Cities in order according to Forbes.com
No. 1: Baku, Azerbaijan
No. 2: Dhaka, Bangladesh
No. 3: Antananarivo, Madagascar
No. 4: Port au Prince, Haiti
No. 5: Mexico City, Mexico
No. 6: Addis Ababa, Ethiopia
No. 7: Mumbai, India
No. 8: Baghdad, Iraq
No. 9: Almaty, Kazakhstan
No. 10: Brazzaville, Congo
No. 11: Ndjamena, Chad
No. 12: Dar es Salaam, Tanzania
No. 13: Bangui, Central African Republic
No. 14: Moscow, Russia
No. 15: Ouagadougou, Burkina Faso
No. 16: Bamako, Mali
No. 17: Pointe Noire, Congo
No. 18: Lome, Togo
No. 19: Conakry, Guinea Republic
No. 20: Nouakchott, Mauritania
No. 21: Niamey, Niger
No. 22: Luanda, Angola
No. 23: Maputo, Mozambique
No. 24: New Delhi, India
No. 25: Port Harcourt, Nigeria
I hope you guys will wake up and decide to make these places cleaner.. I'm not saying that my country is very clean it just that it's heart breaking to see these countries look like these. And if we are to save Earth we have to make it a better place to live.
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
You'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me


I have always been a big fan of this band.. They ahve the coolest song on Earth.. lol.. And Amy Lee's voice is just super! I love her voice! and all of the songs they make is very good, very sentimental, very emotional everything! I have sang most of their songs during our band nights (with friends) and when I was in High School I also sang "My Immortal" if I'll have extra time I might as well upload the video of that hehe.. but anyway.. that was 4 years ago.. my vocal chords aren't that damaged yet.. lol
And I have dedicated the last post to this band. A tribute for them being my favorite.. most of the songs I posted earlier are my favorites the rest of the songs is in my other blogspot blog sitie.. I think I'm going to put here {http://shzainzy2.blogspot.com} that's the link.. So have fun! Evanescence Fans!!!!!!!! ROCK ON! To Amy Lee and the rest of the Evanescence people: Keep on Rocking guys! Continue to make wonderful songs! yeah!
stoplight lock the door
don't look back
undress in the dark
and hide from you
all of you
You'll never know the way your words have haunted me
I can't believe you'd ask these things of me
you don't know me
You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you
Wake up in a dream
frozen fear
all your hands on me
I can't scream
I can't escape the twisted way you think of me
I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep
You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you
I can't save your life
though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting
I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides
You belong to me
my snow white queen
there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over
soon I know you'll see
you're just like me
don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.
Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.
Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.
I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/B3 ]
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
Because I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
Because I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone,
they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried
I'm gonna take you down
Gonna take you down [x3]
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
[Chorus]
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
[Chorus]
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
[Latin hymn:]
Iesu, Rex admirabilis
Et triumphator nobilis,
Dulcedo ineffabilis,
Totus desiderabilis.
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Oh, Where
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
I still remember.
hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there
say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black
holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday
How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You looked through me
Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Your secret admirer
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.
(going under)
Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm...
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)
I won't be broken again (again)
I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under
I'm dying again
I'm going under (going under)
Drowning in you (drowning in you)
I'm falling forever (falling forever)
I've got to break through
I'm going under (going under)
I'm going under (drowning in you)
I'm going under
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
It's true, we're all a little insane
but its so clear
now that I'm unchained
fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time
you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice
One day I'm gonna forget your name
and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain
fear is only in our minds
taking over all the time
fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time
you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
[I dream in darkness
I sleep to die e
rase the silence
erase my life
our burning ashes
blacken the day
a world of nothingness
blow me away]
do you wonder why you hate?
are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
you poor sweet innocent thing
dry your eyes and testify
you know you live to break me- don't deny
sweet sacrifice
Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand
[CHORUS:]
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the mornings light
We'll be half way to anywhere
Where no one needs a reason
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now
[Chorus]
[Silence]
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah
[Fades out]

I have always liked this movie ever since I've finished watching it.. lol.. anyway.. The only similarity that this movie had with The Notebook is that it made me cry as well..
So ok.. I'm going to give you guys a short summary about this movie..
A lonely singer/songwriter and the man of her dreams take a second shot at love after fate intervenes into their romance in a tearful tale of destiny starring Jennifer Love Hewitt and Paul Nicholls. Samantha Andrews (Hewitt) was studying classical music in London when she first met Ian Wyndham (Nicholls), and the moment they locked eyes both new that it was love at first sight. Their storybook romance takes a turn for the tragic, however, when Samantha dies in a horrific accident shortly after the pair have their first major argument. Stricken by inconsolable grief and touched by the forgiving hand of merciful fate, Ian now has one chance to take it all back and relive that fateful days before he truly loses the love of his life once and for all.
So there.. that's the summary.. and there's this specific line that I really liked before Ian died.. and I am posting it here as well..
"I LOVE YOU...
I WANNA TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU.,.
I'VE LOVED YOU SINCE I HAVE MET YOU...
BUT I WOULDNT ALLOW MYSELF TO TRULY FEEL IT..
UNTIL TODAY..
I WAS ALWAYS THINKING AHEAD..
MAKING DECISIONS OUT OF FEAR
TODAY, BECAUSE OF YOU..
WHAT I'VE LEARNED FROM YOU
EVERY CHOICE I MADE WAS DIFFERENT
AND MY LIFE HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED
AND I'VE LEARNED
THAT IF YOU DO THAT, YOU WERE LIVING YOUR LIFE FULLY
DOESN'T MATTER
5 MINS. OR 50 YEARS..
SAMANTHA, IF NOT FOR TODAY, NOT FOR YOU..
I WOULD NEVER'VE KNOWN LOVE AT ALL
SO THANK YOU FOR BEING THE IRST WHO THOUGHT ME TO LOVE
AND TO BE LOVED"
Sigh... Love, love, love.. it's just sad that one of them died.. :(
Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gonna be okay
[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
How could I could I turn on the TV
When there's something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna let
Hurt my feelings
but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice
boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be okay
[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll
be fine without you
Yes I will
[ Chorus: ]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Do you know where your heart is
Do you think you can find it
Did you trade it for something, somewhere
Better just to have it
Do you know where your love is
Do you think that you lost it
You felt it so strong but nothings
Turned out how you want it
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold
Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know what your fate is
And are you trying to shake it
You`re doing your best and
You`re best look
You`re praying that you`ll make it
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold
Oh, yeah
They say in this world, nothing lasts forever
But I don’t believe that’s true
Cause the way that I feel
When we are together
I know that’s the way, I always feel for you
[CHORUS:]
From now until forever thats how long I’ll be true
I will make you this vow and promise you now until forever
I’ll never stop loving you
Then will come a day when the world stops turning
And stars will fall from the sky
But this feeling will last
When the suns start burning
But all I wanna do is love you
Until the end of time
[Repeat CHORUS]
It’s gonna take more than a lifetime
To give you all the love (all the love)
Feels for you tonight
[Repeat CHORUS (2 times)]
Until forever
I’ll never stop loving you
Below are the most corrupt Countries listed in Forbes.com this is not in order but here they are anyway.. Thank God the Philippines is not in the top ten yet.. but sooner or later The Phils will be. If the government people is not going to do about it.
Chad
Bangladesh
Turkmenistan
Myanmar (aka Burma)
Haiti
Nigeria
Equatorial Guinea
Ivory Coast
Angola
Tajikistan
Sudan
Somalia
Paraguay
Pakistan
Kenya
DR Congo
There are 2 ways of meeting difficulties. You alter a difficulty or you alter yourself to meet them.
Nothing in life is so hard that you cant make it easier by the way you take it.
The Philippines was supposed to be an Agricultural country. A lot of our neighboring countries asked us to help them and indeed, we have helped them. We used to be on top of the list when it comes to the cropping thingies, growing vegies and stuffs like that.. I just wondered what went wrong in the process.. :(
The rest of our neighboring countries we taught.. They all had their fair share of progress.. Knowledge that came originally from us. As usual. The main problem is the government . It has always been like that. If our government is not as lame as it is, we could have maintained our standing. If they could think about the Philippines' progress rather than their own pockets.. Rather than their corrupt heads (Imagine! The Philippines is the 2nd most corrupt country in Asia! ). Well, they tell people it's the farmers.. What about the farmers? Since they have very limited support from our government all they can do is switch from planting rice to planting mangoes (since in mangoes the money they could get is way to better than just having rice through export of course.)
Rice Price per kilo now here in Davao City is already P60 per kilo.. There has been a rapid increase since what? last month I think. My sister and I have always been one of the grocery freak people.. We spend our time every other week in the grocery to check things out and of course buy stuffs.. supplies that is, since we freak out when our store room is almost depleted.. because according to old people "never ran out of food that's bad lol or something like that".. Anyway I have to continue what I was saying before I get lost.. For how many days or weeks that is rice's kilo in malls have always been P25 - P35. and P35 being the most expensive and has a good quality.. 1st class 7 tonner rice something or denorado (I'm not sure if I got the spelling right but it's something like that). And then the following week it increased to P33 (the cheapest), then now to P41, and next thing we know its now P60! OMG..
There are a lot of poor people living in the Philippines, Most of the countries population is comprised of extremely poor people. These people are the primary consumer of rice (since in a family there's like minimum of 3 or something but most of the poor people have a large number of kids). When the rice's price was up for like 33php per kilo they were kinda worried already. What will they eat for the next days? If a construction worker will earn about P125 per day (and it's not permanent) and he's got like.. let's say 4 kids. plus his wife. So there will be like 6 people that needs to be fed everyday! and with P125 per day he wont be able to sustain his family.. and how many kilos can be bought out of 125 Philippine peso? 3 kilos?.. *sigh * sigh *sigh. how much more now that it's 60php? (Plus the president only allowed a 20php increase to every employee)
My friends and I have been looking around the public market last time and my heart was broken the moment I saw these people on the streets falling in line (which has a lot of people, like about a hundred something) . They want to buy the cheapest rice available which I think was around 18-20php something per kilo. The sun is up and it is indeed very hot. A lot of people are sweating like crazy since the sun is up and is ready to annoy everyone.. well anyway.. There's this old lady who died of heart attack as well as heat stroke! imagine that! instead of thinking of a way to live, buying food to sustain her needs and the needs of her family, right there and then she died because of falling in line and for the sake of buying food!
There has been other incidents that has been going around as well.. Not only did a senior citizen died of heat stroke.. There's this one incident that the old lady was trying to insert from a very long line of people wanting to buy that cheap rice (and thinking that she would be forgiven because she's a senior citizen).. and there's this guy who got pissed off because she inserted and right there and then the old lady was killed! Gun shot! bleeding! dead right after that guy shot her! and a lot of stories untold are there just because of this rice thingy!
Well I hope and I really am crossing my fingers that there would be a solution to this. Not all people can afford and can adjust to new changes. Specially when it comes to food :( like the rich people.. Poor people deserves to live and deserves to eat. No one deserves to starve to death.. All of these is included in my prayers.. I'm not the "Mother Theresa" kind of person but it's juts heart breaking to see people suffer a lot. :(

Earth. The planet we lived in. Our home. Our shelter.. There has been a lot of prediction about our planet ending in year 2012. North and South poles about to melt, a lot of big icebergs melting already, global warming, ultimate heat, increasing ultraviolet rays, flash floods, landslides and a lot of disasters happening nowadays.. all because of man's carelessness. At my last post about saving the planet I have placed in a video about what is happening now.. Video from a science convention from Singapore telling people to be conscious enough to care for our planet..
I am here my friends to help these conscious people spread the word about saving our planet. Let's unite and be responsible for our actions .. Report Illegal logging .. let's plant trees, love the planet, let's just save it while we can. while we still can. and while we can still do something about it.
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus]
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
[Chorus x2]
Telling someone you're sorry doesn't mean your admitting quiet. It simply
acknowledges his or her frustration and defuses the complaint. Then by
taking action and focusing on what can be done rather than what hasn't
been done. you remedy a mistake before it gets bigger.
** I have been a certified "EMO" since birth.. I don't know why but I have always been so into poetry, I've got hundreds of them and I also have specific notebooks for them.. Ever since I was in grade school I have always written things and pass them at the school paper and stuff.. and that is one of the super proofs that I am indeed a frustrated writter.. If I'm not the one who have written the poems it's either I compiled them for some unknown reason.. maybe just out of habit.. or something like that.. well here goes one of them again.. this belongs to my thick collenction of poetry and I'm sharing it to you guys.. happy reading! ^_^
It's about time...For me to love againand forget the pastwhich left my heart brokenIt's about time...to give others a chancewhich I deprive them ofwhen I noticed your glanceIt's about time...to forget and forgivethe pain of loving youthat almost caused my deathIt's about time...to accept the truth about usthat we could not belong togetherfor we are not meant to lastIt's about time...to entertain an admirer who is trueand entrust him with my heartfor he is much worthy to be loved than you..

This is my dad.. hehe.. This is a stolen shot.. He was giving me his daily volumes of lecture at this time when i took the picture.. thank God for camphones.. ^_^
Well today is my dad's 59th birthday.. :) just wanna tell the world how much I love my dad and how much I appreciate it that he's my dad ^_^ he's the coolest ever in the planet.. Believe it or not.. my dad is one of the people in the world that I can confess about everything (including new crushes, night outs, boyfriends and stuff.. he's as cool as my mom.. ;) ).. He has always been a good provider, A good father, A good grandfather and a good husband to our mom.. Never in the history did he hurt my mom physically.. ^_^